Well if you don't feel the same about him that means so etchings changed obviously and the situation you were in was damaging so now that you can breathe your at peace enjoy it and try not to dwell

I don't know your history together but sometimes that intensity can be a burden.
Why do you think you feel peaceful about it?

Your pregnant, right? Your hormones can be causing some of this inner turmoil.

Twin flames, soul mates, that's not reality. The reality is relationships are hard, they change and they take courage to make them work. If you don't truly want to be with him, that's ok. But you should just try to be sure that's not the hormones driving that.

I guess I feel peaceful bc I haven't been single for so long, it's like getting him off my hip or something.
rmb-How do I differentiate the difference between hormones and actual feelings?

I wouldn't try to differentiate as you are presently pregnant so you can't ... I would just try to be patient during this time... I think you live quite a ways apart correct??... So it's not as though you are together every day and work things out with your boyfriend/father once the baby is born and you two decide what you want to do then...
I would try to do whatever you decide with kindness and respect for one another as he will be in your life for many years to come due to sharing a child

^I believe you're right. It feels like I'm trudging through sand everyday. We actually live together, but as of now I'm visiting family for a few weeks. Thank you

Right, I'd not try to sort it out now. I would just try to recognize that there may be many reasons for you feeling this way and so it may make more sense to not make any major relationship decisions until things become clearer. It may help you too to discuss with your OBGYN to help you or a therapist, just to have some support as you navigate through the struggle.

thanks rmb, pregnancy is like one of the most emotional things there is. It's kind of annoying.

Well I've never been pregnant but if it's an inkling of what menopause is like, seriously, I sometimes feel like I want a divorce every half hour. That, or to punch my husband right in the mouth. And I can even rationalize why it would be totally justifiable. But I know it's stuff happening in my body. Excersize helps me, writing helps me, disractions help me.

Ive had three children and been pregnant four times. Hormones do weird things to you. There is a feeling of isolation and fear I found, isolation as this is happening to your body alone and in some ways he made it happen. If this was an unplanned pregnancy ( Im guessing at 15 it wasn't planned?!) that could be coming into play for you right now. Feeling vulnerable. And fear of the unknown, the birth, the future. Its all a bit unsettling. I wouldn't make any decisions about your babes dad right now. You do need to find a way forward in your relationship with him on whatever level it will be so keep it respectful. There is so much coming up in both your lives, it is a big change for you and him also. Just see how it goes and keep things between you honest and friendly. Enjoy your pregnancy and being a new mummy. Ask for any help and support you need. It is not time to be making sensible judgements. x

I'm 22.

Holy shit you're young. Ok I'm rethinking some of the hormone stuff. Sure hormones are at play, but it seems you are having quite the epiphany that this, the pregnacy/having a baby and the relationship, is a real life, forever kind of thing. You are not the only person involved unfortunately. There are three of you. If you are not ready or equipped to deal, you do have to address that. I'm not saying to do anything rash, but just start talking to someone to help you understand what it is your feeling, why and what it means to you, your partner, your baby.