Today is another day of asking myself,  Who did I marry?.... It was all great when I was constantly sitting home with the kids blowing you up asking where u at if u even answered... It was all good when you went out and cheated with 2 different females; 1 gave u a STD (that u gave to me then tried and lie to everyone saying I did the cheating) the other female tried to put a baby on you that may or may not have been yours but she lost it... I took you back because maybe just maybe u actually learned your lesson n you actually missed your kids your marriage? I took you back on the strength of our kids to work on things, but no you do/did what you always do... Do things right for the moment/ act like a husband and father for the moment then go back to being a liar... But now I don't give you this give you that listen to you or even care about what you do or blowing up your phone when you leave and gone for hours sometimes not even coming in the house to the next day not hugging, kissing, saying I love you, not sleeping in the same room, not spending time it's a problem? All along it's been like that but the only difference is I don't GIVE anymore. I don't cry, argue, or fight anymore. It's my time to be selfish and keep all my love and happiness to myself and that way it want be misused, disrespected, unappreciated....