I’m upstairs in bed while he’s downstairs watching TV. He’s had a long stressful day at work I know and I’ve been in the house nice and relaxed. He’s got a high pressure job and I know it must be hard. So I’ve cleaned the house, walked the dogs, make his favourite dinner and baked banana bread for him coming home. And now we’re at opposite ends of the house. He’s like a human dementor, he sucks out all the life and happiness. We never have sex anymore, if we ever go out or do anything it’s because I’ve planned it. He’s just a roommate not my partner. But I’m in love with him and I just want things to go back how they used to be when he was more carefree and happy. I’m a mess and I can here him in the living room watching cartoons. I just want to die. There’s no way I could afford to live on my own, I couldn’t take the shame of moving back in with my mam. I have to stay here but it’s so miserable. I wish we were a happy healthy couple.
So I was doing a pretty good job in my commitment to celibacy until my roommate got a girlfriend and she moved in on short notice. She is beyond beautiful and I know it’s grossly unacceptable but I’m attracted to her. After going over it a good deal in my head I decided that the living situation is unsustainable. I refuse to hurt my roommate, myself, or her. So I need to leave. I don’t have...
i click on their avi in my 'friends' list.see? this may be happening to others AND it is a glitch!it nearly hurt my feelings and very badly too.i am aware there is a glitch like this though - because it has been happening to me, rather a lot. if it happens to you? be sure to double check your friends list before you let your feelings hurt. big hugs