It’s rare for me to post outside of check in, but you all understand my complaining and won’t make me feel bad for doing so.
I’m so tired of the increased pain because it’s cold already. I’m lying here on the verge of tears because I’m in so much pain. I went to a seminar/meeting tonight and I could barely concentrate because all I could think about was the pain.
I woke today to severe pain and weakness in my arms. It never got better. I know that cold bothers me and I stay dressed warmly, but it doesn’t seem to help. It just seems to go deep into the bones.
It’s just so defeating to continually feel this way. I did some stretching yesterday to ease some back pain, and of course that made it significantly worse. I was in tears and couldn’t get comfortable. Then that made my ribs flare worse (hardly seems possible since my ribs are sooooo bad).
I’m thankful for this board that offers no judgment. I just needed to complain without feeling like I was a burden.
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