Ok, on weds morning they called me and told me to stop my Rexulti ASAP cold turkey, i was against and my shirnk but he said they wont this one, all cuz im showing up diabetic. They were told i been on meds for bipolar/mood swings for over 11 years nad they didnt care. I wasent even put on a different one. so lost dose was tuesday night, well last night i was talking to a friend online, all i could talk about was about cutting etc and was sooooo hyped up and ready to lose it and crying shaking etc. Dad took me to the er, they gave me 2mg of ativan normal high dose is 1mg and i was fine then, they put me back on the rexulti and said to tell my dr i can not go off. Just hard from my drs office i called them first thing, and they said the risk of going off the rexulti turn out to outweight the benefits so i stay on now. I am so groggy this morning i didnt get home till midnight. I was just losing it, i coudlnt even stay still, i was talking so fast. The dr at the er knows me and siad it was not me last night. I am going to go and get some more rest.