Female Sexual Issues Support Group
Sexual dysfunction or sexual malfunction is difficulty during any stage of the sexual act (which includes desire, arousal, orgasm, and resolution) that prevents the individual or couple from enjoying sexual activity. Sexual dysfunction disorders are generally classified into four categories: sexual desire disorders, sexual arousal disorders, orgasm disorders, and sexual...
I was sexually abused as a kid and it has left me with weird sexual fantasies. The abuser was a priest and now certain religous things turn me on and it's just super uncomfortable. I also don't have many sexual fantasies aside from this so it's been really difficult. How do I cope?
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I haven't written in my diary on my computer since May because I thought that my computer was dying. I got away from writing but my computer is hanging in there. I think that I will start writing in it again. It's so therapeutic.
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Years ago, I won a mirrored armoire from my job. It's in my bedroom but I rarely stand in front of it. Yesterday, I had to have a dexascan done so I had to change into a gown. There was a full length mirror in the changing room. I'm aware that I gained 5 to 7 pounds over the last year from cheating on Keto but I didn't know what it looked like. It was a reality check.
It is normal for some childhood sexual abuse victims/survivors to have abnormal fantasies or be changed in a huge way. The sad thing about childhood sexual abuse is that on some level it often felt good in a sexual way to the child and this can be very confusing. So both awful and then it brings up the normal human sexual feelings that made it feel good in some way.
I think having a very good therapist who works with childhood sexual abuse victims/survivors would help you cope and deal with this. They would know the current research and more about this than me.
I wish you the best on your road to healing. And I admire your bravery to speak up about this.