I needed to post somewhere. School hasn't started so my DS break hasn't yetr begun and I am in crisis I feel worthless. I tried to teach my daughter how to ride her bike again and she told me I am doing a crappy job. Maybe I am indeed a failure. My mother used to tell me that all I was ever going to amount to be was a failure. I can't do anything right. Maybe I should just give up completely. I am posting here because there's tons more friendly and compassionate people here than there is elsewhere and I won't name names. But I feel like a failure. I want to cry but I have not got the urge and there's not enough tears for me to cry anyway......I'm dry. I want to crawl in a hole and die.
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