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I was sexually abused as a small child and my abuser photographed me being abused and me posing nude. I was also raped as a teenager and that was recorded
I know in the back of my mind people other than my abusers have gotten their jollies off to those images. There is no way in HELL that I would want to be reminded of it or know for fact that those images are being passed along. I don't wanted a fricking dime of anyone's money for it, even if it is for my suffering.
The only way I am revictiictimized is if I know those images are being veiwed. I don't know, so how am I being victimized? Yes, it disgusts me to think that they are being veiwed. ..but I don't know if they are.
I don't want any f*cking money. Take anything you get and stop the process from happening, or treat the victims and the people who feel the need to create victims.
CP will never stop. I know this. This whole revictimization thing is stupid and getting paid for being a victim is even worse in my book. Don't shove it in my face that it happened and take your money and put it towards something constructive. What happened to me is done. No amount of money will fix that.
Really though, sitting there and being the victim is not helpful. What happened to me is bad and it has destroyed a lot of what I could be as a person, but wallowing in it doesn't solve anything. Sitting there crying you hurt me and hating every person that does anything bad is pathetic. Hate solves nothing.
Most victims who would read this board would be outraged at how all of us feel against the system, as most would say they should get more than the punishments being handed down to them. They have no idea the awful things RSOs have to go through. Yes, they can make the argument that they have gone through a lot because of what happened to them, but they have blinders on as to what these punishments actually result in.
I have had a lot of hate directed towards me because I am a victim and I feel very little hate towards people that have committed sex offenses. I have been called names and had threats against me. I do not feel that hating anyone has fixed anything in my life. Sitting there and being the victim has done nothing to further me in my life, and if you can not realize that you will not progress.