Andy is my only son. He was eighteen at the time of dead. He left this earth on 10/22/2010 - so just one year.

Majority of the time, he is happy with that big nice smile. He is funny, humorous. When he was young, he was adorable by many. He loved school when he was young. Then when he started middle school, he liked to attend school to see his friends. He has lots of friends. He is intuitive. His friends told me he would call them knowing they were having issues without telling him.

Oh, he is so smart. He is a quick learner. He observed and he would pick that skill up. He is a good talker too. Also talked me in to do what he wanted even though I myself was in sales, I could not get by his tactics.

I do admit - it was hard to raise him. He had strong will. He had ADHD and sometimes I could not understand how he did things without thinking the consequences (dah, that's ADHD). He racked his car 3 times - again ADHD.

But he knows his mommy - he knows my heart. He knows how to please me, upset me, push my button, bribe me, manipulate me.

He is one of a kind to me and I love him in a whole - every bit of him.

Morgan is our 2nd child,she has an older brother, she left us 11/24/09. The bulletin in church, she was 19 years, 8 months and 22 days. We are approaching our first angel date.

Morgan was so talented. She breathed music, started on piano, added Flute, Harp, Piccolo, Oboe and teaching hersleg Violin, and yes loved to sing. I so miss her singing as she did her homework.

She was attending Culionary Institute of America, and now would have graduated as a Pastry Chef. She took her love of art and wanted to create cakes.

Morgan was part of 'Knight Realms". They are Live Action Role Play group,she was a pirate gypsy. She loved it, had so much fun.

She was also a tree hugger and taught me so much. She was loved by so many and missed by so many.

Andy loves to sing too. He has a great voice and at young age, he would remember the lyrics with no problem.

I beg he will be singing with Megan in heaven.

Let's tune our ears to their beautiful music.

Love.

1. Veronica (Gig)
2. My second daughter.
3. Gig was 22 years old she passed away dec 12th 09
4. She was always sweet kind and loving and funny, when she was a baby one of my brother's taught her how to wistle she would be waiting for me to go get her playing with her dolls and wisteling she was a happy baby , as she grew up she turned into a beautiful sweet funny young lady. She could make the nastiest person smile and laugh , that was my Gig.
5 Gig loved Linkin Park and alot of music she loved to draw and paint most of all she loved her 2 son's and her family. Disliked not even sure cuz she was to sweet and such a big heart!
6.I could talk and talk about her cuz she truely is an amazing young lady. All of her friend's and she had ALOT , always said how even if they were so fustrated and angry that Gig would make them smile and laugh, she also did that for her family. I wish she would wake me up from this nightmare and say mom it was all a bad dream , i miss my Gig, she was pure and innocent and such an amazing beautiful person.

Jon, my husband. He was 33 and passed Oct 8, 2010. Laid back and friendly and intellegent. He loved movies and music. Caring

1. Name - Vincent
2. Relationship - boyfriend
3. age of passing, year of passing - June 2, 2008 - 47 yrs old
4. Personality - Compassionate, caring, a true gentleman. He never wanted anyone he loved to be unhappy. He was the kind of person who would tell you what you want to hear, not necessarily what you really needed to know. He had been on top of the world with a successful career, marriage and kids and lost it all in a bitter divorce. There were previous bouts of depression; much of that part of the story is to this day sketchy for me, as he did not tell me anything and his family is one that keeps secrets.
5 like and dislike; He was a WWII buff with a love for military history. He also loved trains, both vintage model trains and real trains. He also had a huge knowledge of cars, motorcycles and anything mechanical he knew frontwards and back. He disliked laziness in any form and anyone looking for something for nothing.
6. anything you want to tell us since we do not know them much....
Vincent was a true gentleman. One day when we had a big snow he showed up at my house unannounced and shoveled my walks and cleared off my car. He also helped me with home repairs/maintenance without being asked (any divorced women out there will appreciate this!). I do not know and never will know why he did not come clean with me about his past problems with depression. It was only in the final days/weeks that I began to realize something was happening, but I never dared dream this....

Ally
bestfriend
Shes was 11 years old.
Fun, energetic, picky

I miss her. We would of just graduated together. I got my diploma, walked across the stage and all. She wasnt there. She didnt even make it to our 5th grade graduation. What on this earth would ever drive an 11 year old girl to hang herself. I will never understand.

My son Matt hung himself in May of 2007 at 19. Hard to believe it was that long ago. He was a difficult child but so amazingly creative, intelligent, gifted in so many areas. He always had a short fuse and was I thought very Adhd. I never had him dignosed because I was hoping he would learn to control it as he matured. He was loved by many and is missed horribly. My life has changed and I don't think I will ever recover.
Susan

Thank you all in telling of your deceased loved one.

When I read all these, I feel sad for all of them are so talented, loving and caring. Yet, I try to imagine they group together in heaven since the one they love are connected on earth. They will be so proud of us for we encourage each other and walk this walk. We will also be so proud of them, forever in our hearts and minds.

I lost my beautiful sister Jennifer Lynn G. on March 7, 2003. She was going to be 33 years old. Jennifer was a beautiful person inside and out. She worked as a psych tech for years and then later as a psych nurse. Jennifer had the most beautiful blond hair and was always stylishly dressed. She would even mow the grass in high heels in case someone would be driving by and would see her. She always wanted to look her best. Jennifer had a kind heart and cared deeply for others. She is missed terribly.

Utahchina ~ what a great topic you created. Thank you. As I read the entries I can't help but once again be reminded that suicide does not discriminate. Young, old, male, female........ too many lives taken too soon.

I also like your thought process re: grouping together in Heaven. God Bless and protect ALL of us! Our loved ones in Heaven and all of us missing them here while we continue on our journey until we meet again!

Graham
Very close friend
He was 27, he died on 10/22/2006
Funny, senstive, misunderstood yet understanding

He was obsessed with music. You could basically ask him nearly any question about any artist in the last 30 years and he'd probably be able to give you something of an answer. 3 of his 4 walls at one time were shelves filled with CD's from celing to floor pretty much. He also had a stupidly huge comic collection. Sadly he was a herion addict his addiction stole alot of that from him. It was a horrible thing to watch. His death though gives me the strength to stay clean, it took me almost 2 years to clean up after that, but I do it now in part for him.

My cousin Derek hung himself. He was 23 at the time. It was Easter Monday. He left behind 3 kids, his parents, sister and brothers. He passed away in 1995. I was still young at the time. He loved playing volleyball, canoeing and he was a dental therapist.

My uncle Allan hung himself 6 months after another one of his sons passed away due to hypothermia. He was about 50. It was in October. He left behind his wife, his daughter and 2 sons, and 5 grandchildren.

My brother in law Cody, shot himself on July 28, 2010 at my brothers house. I found him. He was such a helpful person. Loved fishing, loved to joke around. He was 20 years. He left behind his "little brother" Aidan who was really his nephew, 3 sisters, two neices and another nephew.

Grace was my friend, who I affectionately refer to as Gracie. She was 14 years old when she passed away on November 15, 2006. Gracie was an artist. She was a brilliant painter. She loved music. She was funny and intelligent. She wasI guess bold is the correct word. She had very strong opinions about things. She hated gym class. We were very much alike.
God, that girl was funny, and ridiculous sometimes. In seventh grade she killed our English teachers cactus by squirting it with hand sanitizer. Oh my goodness.
Gracie's my angel now. I miss her, but I know she's in a better place, one she deserved more than this world.
I can't wait to see her again.

My best friend Becky killed herself July 16, 2010. She was more of a sister than a friend, we talked daily on the phone. She was always a bright spot in my life. She suffered from Fibro and other health issues as well as an abusiave relationship with her husband. She took her life while I was camping, and I flew to AZ for her funeral.

I miss her so deeply, I still cry daily and I have her ashes in a urn necklace. She is here with me, keeping me going... all of her words of wisdom and advice still live on inside of me. I miss her, miss having someone to talk to, someone to be my rock and I feel like I let her down by being gone when she needed me. I knew the moment her husband answered the phone she comited suicide, I dont know how... he said hello and I hit the ground sobbing.

he did not know it was suicide for months... until the tox report came back, How did I know before he even told me she was gone?

Becky, sissy I miss you... I dont know if this pain will ever end.