Please talk to authorities/parents or therapist about what happened to you. Also please remember that the best friend anyone can have is God, who provides wonderful help in his Word, the Bible. Psalms 34:18 "God is close to the brokenhearted;
He saves those who are crushed in spirit. Please don’t bury your emotions get help my dear.

Turn then in for sure. Not only will you be gettng justice for yourself but you could prevent others from having it happen to them as well. You deserve to feel empowered to do so and have the right to to protect your body.

You're so brave just for coming here for support and sharing some of your story. I'm inspired by your courage and desire to feel better.

You've just been through a traumatic event, so it's completely normal to feel sad, depressed, angry, and to question if you'll ever feel happy again.

You can absolutely feel better and even feel joy despite everything you've been through. It just may take a little time. Please know that the rape wasn't your fault and it's ok to talk about it. It's ok to reach out for support from friends, parents, guidance counselors or whoever you feel safe with. You matter and you deserve some support as you sort through all of your feelings.

Please know that the only responsibility you have right now is to yourself. It is a huge burden to feel like it is your job to keep the world safe and this is not your job to pick up. Take care of you as best you can and know that you have no control over the actions of other people including your rapist.

Hang in there and know that things do get better.

Wow. Take advantage of any counseling services that have been offered to you, there should be group that caters to victims of such crimes in your area. Get into counseling, that's the first thing, have you pressed charges?

I don't know how old your rapist was but, in some cases, rape is hard to prove if no reports have been made or any medical attention was given. I. like the others would advise you to get counseling and talk to a clergyman if you have one.

I have told my mom and my therapist and me and my therapist are going to work together to make a police report but that’s all I feel I can do

You've done amazing. It takes so much strength to share what happened with your mom and therapist, and you can be really proud of yourself. All you have to do is work on your own healing and whatever that looks like for you - whatever feels safe for you.

You've shown so much resilience. Deep breaths, one step at a time. You've got this.

I am so sorry for what you have been through. The fact that you were able to tell your Mom and your therapist is a very good thing. When you say that is "all you feel you can do"--- That is a very big deal even to do that. As the others said, when you can tell your story (whether just to them and police, even if it goes no further), that is something to validate what you have been through and claim some of your power back.

As far as things going so good then something bad happens--- that is something I think we all can relate to (no matter what our age) Like so many others, I have been through a lot in my lifetime. I used to wonder why the bad stuff always happened to me (seldom saw the good). Then one day I too wound up in counseling (several times after as well) I would come to understand things. Also was reminded that when we are forced to struggle through the bad things, it makes us appreciate the good so much more. There will be positive things (One of which is just starting... you will begin to feel strong again and Know that you are a good person who isn't gonna let this put you down. ) And good times will come again. (and once more, I am so sorry you had to deal with this) I send love and hugs. :)

Oh my word! Dear girl, you have been abused in one of the worst ways. You're not just experiencing sadness. You've been traumatized.
Please report this to the police. If this "best friend" would do this to you, he will do it to others.
Do you have a wiser older person you can speak frankly with? Your Mom, Grandma, Aunt, counselor, pastor's wife? Someone you trust could help you get through the grief of this betrayal and physical assault.
I will pray for you and ask Jesus to lead you to healing. I'm so sorry that this has happened to you. I'm grieving with you. :-(