thats not true about u. x

i hate that im not interested in normal teen things that i should be interested in like sex, im more interested in working and books. im such a lame teenager.

I hate that I can be really mean and quite cruel. I would consider myself a friendly caring person. But depression has made me so bitter, that my first and most natural reactions to people I dont know can be really judgemental, unfair, and downright horrible.

I hate myself for all the cruel things ive done and thought.

The fact that I can never just get over it.

FalseFace,

Do you know that about 20 years ago or 15 years ago I gave my stepson that advice, because someone had given that advise to me, and it made sense at the time..."just get over it"

But don't you know, Falseface, don't you know? life doesn't work that way.

We aren't supposed to just "get over it". Whatever the "it" is, in your life, you have to work through, so you can learn and grow and be prepared for all the other obstacles that will come your way.

You're not supposed to just "get over it"

Hugs.

my did