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I know I have not been around in ages but I do lurk in the background.. So I probably dont deserve to be posting but am going to anyway.. Which by the way, I have my friends dearly, just not up to answering posts and sorry for that.
My neighbor at my house (where I do not live right now) left a message on my sons car for me to call on Friday. I called as I was getting off work. Her parents live next to my ex fiance.... a man that I have loved more then myself for many years but now just think about often... I thought he would be my soul mate but it didnt turn out that way as bi polar was something he could not deal with for me...
Anyway, they had not seen Bill in days and they got officers involved.. They found him Thursday Night, He had killed hisself.... I am at a loss for words and just thought I would mention it here. We Live in Mormonville Utah and he is from California where his family resides..He said he was going home as know one here understood him.. I guess he didnt make it home and ended it this way..
My heart is broken although we were not together any longer... My kids dont understand and my mother just said *You should have got your engagement ring back that he offered you".. Made me sick that no one understood.. Thanks for listening.... I am at odds with my feelings about this... ruv you rong tie
My neighbor at my house (where I do not live right now) left a message on my sons car for me to call on Friday. I called as I was getting off work. Her parents live next to my ex fiance.... a man that I have loved more then myself for many years but now just think about often... I thought he would be my soul mate but it didnt turn out that way as bi polar was something he could not deal with for me...
Anyway, they had not seen Bill in days and they got officers involved.. They found him Thursday Night, He had killed hisself.... I am at a loss for words and just thought I would mention it here. We Live in Mormonville Utah and he is from California where his family resides..He said he was going home as know one here understood him.. I guess he didnt make it home and ended it this way..
My heart is broken although we were not together any longer... My kids dont understand and my mother just said *You should have got your engagement ring back that he offered you".. Made me sick that no one understood.. Thanks for listening.... I am at odds with my feelings about this... ruv you rong tie
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Do you think anxiety is genetic or comes from your environment? What are your thoughts?
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Many of you know Mr K told me to "shut your mouth" in March 2025 when we took a road trip to Alpena Michigan. Since that time, we have had lots of ups and downs but I have never intentionally hurt Mr K in anyway. And when we first started dating in 2024 he let me know, although he is an engineer by degree, he has an extremely low EQ. Overall, he is ok (not off the charts nice like other guys in...
Some people are missunderstood in this life and just dont feel like they belong. i have been one of them my whole life and still feel this way daily.
You have just as much right to post here or anywere as you see fit, so please dont feel your unworthy to do so!
I would be very sad if one of my exes died. Obviously at one time he was a person who you loved and that means something in my eyes.
I'm sorry too that your family can't be more supportive.
sending hugs
Don't let ANYBODY tell you that you dont' have a right or shouldn't grieve this...there's somebody like that in my life as well, love of my life but just can't work out...and if he were gone I would be devastated...if people dont' understand that, yay for them, but they have no right to tell you how to feel. None.
Wish I could say somethign to make it better...really so, very, very sorry...gentlest of hugs
My Heart Is Breaking For You........
((((((((HUGS))))))))) And Love
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I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers and i will offer any kind of support you might need...like a shoulder or just a pair of ears to listen.
You need to grieve. You have lost a loved one, even if you had not been in contact..you said it yourself...you thought he could have been your soul mate
Huggs and love....xoxo....and I am very very sorry for your loss.
Don't expect your feelings to make sense right away; some of them may never make sense to anybody buy you. This is all OK!
Don't worry about "deserve to be posting". I have a very sophisticated method for determining who has that right here.
It is a business care with these words written on the back:
Everybody has the right to post here!
Ruve Rooo Rong Time Two!
(((Hugs)))
Saturday, I took my 15 year chip in Al Anon. What a long strange trip it has been. Also, Wonderful, at times!!!
All you think is WHAT IFF.....???
A dear friend of ours committed suicide when I was 9mths pregnant with my first son.
He was living with us at the time, I even saw him THAT morning, he seemed fine, even chirpier than usual ... or so I thought?
He'd been having girl trouble and he just decided that if he could'nt have her, he did'nt want to live. He almost did it out of spite!
It was like, he'd made his mind up already, that's what he was happy about, when I saw him THAT morning.
He drove out a dirt road and put a shotgun in his mouth.RIP.
No warning...
Just leaves so many questions that can't be answered.
And of course you blame yourself, If only I'd done something different that day???
What If...
Horrible, horrible horrible.
BIG GUILT TRIP!
I am so sorry for your loss. Suicide is tough because it brings up so many questions that will never be answered and there are so many conflicting emotions.
Let's just hope his soul is finally at rest and he has found some peace.