Depression Support Group
Depression is a real and debilitating condition that is often misunderstood by family and friends. Its meaning can range from a prolonged period of sadness to an actual mental illness with specific symptoms. Find and share experiences with others who are going through the same struggles.

I am surrounded by people who are very toxic for me but I cannot get away from them. Its either that I share classes with them or they are on my social media. But they are everywhere and I cannot get away. I feel like there is only one way to leave and I cannot do this anymore. I cannot be around the jokes and any of that anymore. I cannot handle it. My brain is on a whirlwind.
Everything thing feels like a punch to the gut and I am too beaten down. I am just so sick of the things around me and I want to leave it all behind.
I am sick of the people who pretend to care. I am sick of the people who use me. I am sick of those who think I am worthless and make sure I know it.
Maybe I am worthless. Maybe this is all I am here for. Thing is, I dont want to be here. I dont want to deal with the cheap in my head and around me. I'm done. Nothing has been able to stop me from being the way I am and feeling the way I do. Nothing is right and I feel like I have this mind set and I am not able to change it.
I'm done.
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I have toys. So the ones I have not used or need any more, are gone in the trash. One of my toys is just a regular hand held massager with an attachment. The other is a real insertable toy. This morning I ordered a new toy with attachments. It is small and has a brush like attachment and the other looks like a rose with a tiny tongue. I'll get it in about 2 weeks. Rechargable and...
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I can't believe this has gone on this long. So I don't have much hope of getting a tech job, but I saw an educational job that I thought might be really good. It would have been working at a university supporting high school students who are taking college classes. I did a mock interview with a friend and prepared extensively. It was at the university that I graduated from. I was very excited...

