In 2014, I lost my car. A month later, I lost my house. My brother nor my sister speak to me. A owned a business. I began losing customers. I had at least 6 of my ex students and business partners cut my throat and stab me in the back by setting up businesses using my ideas and continuing to use me concepts in their every day functions. My mother died in 2004 and me and my 2 children from my former marriage have no immediate family here.
I have no support and had begun working at the studio 6 days a week. I was up to 12 classes a week and doing classes on location. But I loved what I was doing!!
This year, I lost the business. I have been losing ever since. I'd picked up a second job but couldn't stay I know it because of my depression ( call center job).My bank account is on the negative so much, the bank has threatened to close my account. The jeep I'm driving windows don't work and air conditioning went out. So for my sons graduation, I had no mo eyes for him, to do anything or go anywhere for him and he had to ride there sweating in this piece of junk. My children have been stuck in this house for over a month. I have no money to take them anywhere. I even lost our gym membership. So they are just wasting away for the summer. Some days I don't know what we will eat. They have suffered the worst!! I hate myself for not being able to save them from this hell..a loser like me.
I have applied for so many jobs I have lost count. I have some fitness classes I teach like I did when I ran my studio, but barely anyone shows. Sometimes only 2 people. From over 50 a class to 2.
I'm watching those that cut my throat, put me down and steal from me prosper. AND IT HURTS!! I can't even be happy for them because of the pain, envy and jealousy due to my situation and YEARS of Losing and suffering! Why??!! Why do me and my children have to suffer like this??! I feel like I'm cursed!! One door opens then 3 shut! I've never been this broke AND broken in my life!!
I can't deal! People keep saying pray. But I have! I have! Why won't it stop?!
In April,2019 my 9year old daughter disclosed that her grandpa**Not biological**(my husbands dad) had been touching her private area,this happened at her grandparents house,while i was working she told her dad and my husband being a protective parent confronted his father which denied it of course the coward that he is, the grandfather charged at my daughter ready to put hands on her,my husband...
Hello, I am new to this group. My name is Stephanie and I just struggle with depression. I don't want to get up and doing anything. I just want to sit and play video games all the time. I get to where I don't want to be here anymore but know that God has so much more for me to do. I think a lot of it is my personal relationship and not having people that care about me. Should I say they...