I just wanted to make a positive post to hopefully encourage people that things can and do get better.
I joined DS in 2012 because of severe depression and anxiety. At the time I could not work due to these issues, I lacked higher education, and I had no friends. I really had no life except existing in depression.
Fast forward to this year. I graduated with one college degree, I have a part time job, a second job which will turn into a full time career next year when I get my second degree (and the job will pay for me to continue education), I have made friends, and I have a decent social life.
My depression and anxiety are not gone, but finding the right therapy (DBT) and medications helped me out a lot. Along with sheer will and determination. I wish I was cured, but I am continuing to get better every day.
There is hope. It took me forever to get to this place, but it happened. In 2012 I felt no one could be worse off than me, and here I am doing okay. The same can happen for you!
im about to go to the hispital. my whole right side of my body is shutting down.. my stumic is bad im throwing up and a few other things along with that... my skin pale pickish purple... im not running a fever... i keep haveing dissy spells.. my head keeps hurting.. my emotions are wierd i can barely walk or speak... i keep forgetting things.. my gramas about to call the ambulance because i can...
My relationship is failing and it is making me sick. He is not attracted to me but yet me makes no move to break up. I ask why would he want to be with someone he is not attracted to? He asks why would I want to be with someone who is not attracted to me. Good question...He has said that I have to base my decision on what is not what might be because there are no guarantees.I am not happy yet...