too late. done.
most of the people on this thread have been absolutely amazing and beautiful to me, yourself very much included bridget, but i'm done.

FUCK

Just for the record, just for the fucking record, I need this bus just as much as anyone of you.
I need to learn to laugh at myself
I need to learn how to swear in fun
I need to just learn how to have goofy fun

I am more fucked up then any of you, hands down. you just don't know it.

Oh, and I need to learn how to get angry, so thank you for that.
I am so angry right now my hands are shaking.

I wonder why I'm angry anyway. who even knows.
I quit too.

Now that's what I call support. Thanks AZ.
Thanks for catching me from falling.
I'm back.

Could I respectfully ask to just stand in front of it, and you could mow my sorry ass down?

Scoot over, I have to sit in the front or else I get sick.

I LOVE this thread,,,,could care less about this "bus" but LOVE the freedom that you folks have to express yourselves and use the fuck word as much as you want,,,,,,there is no question people with psych disorders are more sensitive than healthy people but even healthy people take umbrage and can be overly sensitive!

I feel sorry for that homeless guy and hope he can find permanant housing but I COMPLETELY understand how he wants to leave this DS site! I left for 8-9 months and it seems nothing has changed! On another thread on here, my post was deleted by the very LIBERAL, caprious and arbritrary people who run this site,,,,I could care less that LK wrote "fuck DS" but it seems when I write something like that, my post gets deleted,,,,,very arbitrary!

Whatever happened to freedom of speech? I just stood up for my country (USA) on another thread against a crazy, uneducated guy from a third world country (Burma/Myanmar) which is run by a communist, military dictatorship which kills its own people, imprisons them without trial and opresses all their rights and he has the gall to attack the USA over and over?! What hyypocrisy! Plus, the guy loves Hugo Chavez (another USA enemy) and knows nothing of the world or its history,,,,he is just a USA hater! How cannot I not stand up for my country that I love?!

I understand the concept of support groups as I have been to and been on many but we all see life differently even if we have the same psych disorder,,,,,,I have seen many fights/debates and some get personal,,,,it happens,,,,,

Wish you all well, feel better and hope LK gets the housing and medical attention he needs!

PS Bridget: It is OK to be angry,,,,,,,I do not understand why there is not more anger shown on here as living in a mental prisoon for years or decades can drive a person nuts! Just let go,,,,the worst that can happen is that the morons that run this DS site can kick you off,,,,,BIG FUCKING DEAL!!!!! Also, I agree with "Alone",,,,,,I ALWAYS think I am the most F%$#ed up and have had it the worst! I am sure most feel that way,,,,,,feel better!

the wheels on the bus go round and round

I'm sad to hear that lizardking is thinking about leaving. But he is on good terms (as far as I'm concerned!) and that means he can come back when ever he chooses! Personally I hope a (short) break will do it for him. But what ever works for him is the path he needs to take.

I like this bus, but don't ride it much. Personally I think of it as one of those things that "restores your sanity through the expression of insanity". That is one very underused remedy!

Ahh...riding the bus all the way to Cali. I hope no one minds if I stretch out across two seats and sleep for a while?

Oh, and I'll pay for the pizza at the next rest stop. :)

I'm new here. What is this bus and why are people offended?

Think I'll come along...I'll be the quite one in the back...ya'll have fun I'll be checkin back in on ya'll :)

ummm...that should be *quiet*....talk about fucktard...lol

aghhh...sorry about the freak-out.
my head just isn't ok.

love you guys.
and NOT fuck ds.
there are small problems, but i give credit to them. i sure as heck couldn't do what they've done, and connect so many peers and like-minded folks globally. the cl's are great, and i honestly have met people i hope i can talk to and share with for the rest of my life.

that feels good!

Yay. Now all is right in my world again.
I'm sorry about my freak out too.

Can I sit next to you and AZ on the bus, LK?