Feeling super depressed and anxious tonight. Just got back from seeing my son. His father is a real piece of work :(
To make a long story short, I had a mental break down in July. He took our son while I was at the hospital. Now, he won't let me take him back. I've done everything I've needed to do...counseling and medication.
There's this huge hole in my heart. I miss my son like crazy. I had him for 13 years...now he is living with dad.
After the argument his dad and I had, I feel like a bad parent. He tells me that he is now doing better in school and his behavior has gotten better. I'm not trying to be selfish but i want him back home. My son wants to come back home. I wish us parents could be civil. Today we fought a lot... mostly not with our kid present.
Anyone else going through this? How do I keep going when I feel deeply depressed?
Brian Eno - An Ending https://www.youtube.com/watch?time_continue=782&v=alo3KFRfLvE
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