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Depression is a real and debilitating condition that is often misunderstood by family and friends. Its meaning can range from a prolonged period of sadness to an actual mental illness with specific symptoms. Find and share experiences with others who are going through the same struggles.

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suicidal again

Alliegator
Alliegator
I'm feeling very suicidal again. I almost drove off the road and into a wall today on purpose. I stopped myself though. The only way to keep from killing myself is to cut. At least then I feel pain. I'm so sick of this. I know I need to fight once again to get better. I don't know how many more times I can drag myself out of the hole though. I just want to die. When I try to fall asleep all I can think of is ways to kill or hurt myself. It makes me never want to go to bed. I feel so sad it hurts. I hate myself. I'm disgusting. I just want to die.
deleted_user
deleted_user
you are not disgusting and you are reaching out for help. remember you just want the pain to stop. we can get past this together. you came to the right place. there have been so many helpful people on the board today. i will be up late. i am a nite owl. post all you need to and get it off your chest. you can fight this. i will be here.
ZAZAS
ZAZAS
hope you feel better soon.
deleted_user
deleted_user
I despise meds...it is the most deceiving business ever made. Depression is not something new! people back in the dark ages had depression too, some of them did not kill themselves. We live in a very destructive era.

Allie,
I don't know if you can't see it, but some of us do see it clearly! you are very beautiful and your smile is a reflection of your soul. I can see you are a great person. I have been down that road. I have hurt myself and nothing good comes out of it, only scars and more pain. DO NOT TAKE YOUR LIFE AWAY, I promise you that if you start becoming your own friend great things will come along...I swear it!