Depression Support Group

Depression is a real and debilitating condition that is often misunderstood by family and friends. Its meaning can range from a prolonged period of sadness to an actual mental illness with specific symptoms. Find and share experiences with others who are going through the same struggles.

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Punkee 12/27/2007

i havent cut in months..other than the other night..but that wasnt for me..
i vowed to stop cutting a few months ago..but i have the biggest urge to do it now. i dont want to. i dont. i really dont. but. it feels like i need to. and i know thats not even true. i'd feel better if i did. but i feel like shit if i dont...i hurt so much right now. i wanna let it go =/ help?

Punkee 12/27/2007

no medications. not hungry. i really dont feel like hugging everyone >.<
bleh.

deleted_user 12/27/2007

the hugging is a distraction... it keeps you busy.

food will help your shaking.

Punkee 12/27/2007

i dont wanna eat.
im being stubborn. im sorry
>.<
=/

deleted_user 12/27/2007

I am sorry to hear that.

Punkee 12/27/2007

=/ im losing it.
i dont think im gonna make it.

deleted_user 12/27/2007

If you are willing to fight and put effort into it, you can make it. Until you do..

Punkee 12/27/2007

=/ i have no energy, or strength to put up any more of a fight.

deleted_user 12/27/2007

that is what the distractions are for... they give you something else to think about.

hence the recommendation to hug everyone on your friends list. get something to eat. listen to some metal music.

Punkee 12/27/2007

=/ i think im just gonna try and go to bed. maybe i can cry myself to sleep. crying is better than cutting. and sleeping is better than thinking about cutting at all.

thank you for everything.
good night...morning.

deleted_user 12/27/2007

*gentle hugs* stay safe my friend

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