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I stopped praying as of late because I have a problem with God. It's not that I blame God for my suffering but a large part of me says I'm not worth saving. That I'm not worth His saving. I often feel that I'm not strong enough to not fall to sin, that I can't even save myself so why would God come save me? I sin so frequently and never keep Him in my mind so I genuinely don't believe I'm worth saving so I guess recently I've just stopped trying. That same part of me says that it's never going to change, that I'm never going to get better, that I'll always be this way: broken and alone.
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I haven't written in my diary on my computer since May because I thought that my computer was dying. I got away from writing but my computer is hanging in there. I think that I will start writing in it again. It's so therapeutic.
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Years ago, I won a mirrored armoire from my job. It's in my bedroom but I rarely stand in front of it. Yesterday, I had to have a dexascan done so I had to change into a gown. There was a full length mirror in the changing room. I'm aware that I gained 5 to 7 pounds over the last year from cheating on Keto but I didn't know what it looked like. It was a reality check.
You can watch a virtual church service to hear about God’s love for us all. There is a television show about Christ called The Chosen. It is a wonderful example of God’s infinite mercy and compassion. It is free to watch for everyone.
Not for being in pain and not for sinning because people hurt and everyone sins.
Your wrong because you think you are not worth saving BECAUSE YOU ARE!!!
God sent his only son to die for you long before you were born. He sent his own son to be the last sacrifice of blood to ever be needed. Jesus died so you could be saved. He paid the ultimate price for all of us.
John 3:16
For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life
Hebrews 9:12
He entered once for all into the holy places, not by means of the blood of goats and calves but by means of his own blood, thus securing an eternal redemption
Galations 2:20
I have been crucified with Christ. It is no longer I who live, but Christ who lives in me. And the life I now live in the flesh I live by faith in the Son of God, who loved me and gave himself for me.
Mathew 20:28
Even as the Son of Man came not to be served but to serve, and to give his life as a ransom for many.”
1 Peter 2:24
He himself bore our sins in his body on the tree, that we might die to sin and live to righteousness. By his wounds you have been healed.
Mathew 9:13
Go and learn what this means, ‘I desire mercy, and not sacrifice.’ For I came not to call the righteous, but sinners.”
I turned from God a long time ago but came back to him. I was shown how even when i denied God he still loved me and he tried everything to bring me back to him. He helped rebuild me into a much better man and he will make you better if you can find the faith.
If you want to change you need to give yourself over to God wholly and completely. Put your life and your soul into his loving hands and he will help you be better. He will take you as clay and build you into something far surpassing what you ever thought possibly... But you have to go to him and surrender to his glory.
God is a father and he wants the best for his kids. Remember Jesus didn't guarantee an easy life for those who came to the father through him. What he guarantee's is an eternal life.
Even if everyone on this world loved you completely. Even if you added all that up it would only be a mere drop in the vast ocean of love that God has for you. Ask for forgiveness and ask God to build you and he will build you and show you a better way. I will say it won't be an easy path nor a quick one. What i will say is it IS worth it.
I was an athiest and i came back to Gods love. I have done some bad things in my life but i KNOW God loves me and i KNOW GOD LOVES YOU!!!
Even the most devout christian will have crisis of faith once in a while. Keep your faith and keep praying.
Luke 15:7
Just so, I tell you, there will be more joy in heaven over one sinner who repents than over ninety-nine righteous persons who need no repentance
Luke 15:10
Just so, I tell you, there is joy before the angels of God over one sinner who repents.”
It isn't one angel or two angels that rejoice ALL OF HEAVEN REJOICES!! when a sinner returns to God.
Why would all of heaven celebrate if you repented and returned to him BECAUSE YOU ARE WORTH EVERYTHING TO GOD!!!