i just got through texting my wife a bit and one thing i said was that i miss going out to the movies with her, because she mentioned going to see a movie and she said you never liked those movies, and i told her neither did you and then she said her best friend wanted to go see it, so i said i missed going places with her and her response was i bet so being stuck at the house, and i told her yes, but i miss things with you, even if it was a walmart run and she said i need to make friends, i told her, do you really think thats a substitute for you and then she said it would help the loneliness... to which i said not the kind i have, i guess yoou dont get me, goodnight and she replied with...night
so i feel like worthless replacable shit.....if i can say that on here, i feel like a roaches pile of shit.
If it's cool for adults to play with toys they played with as kids, then why do we have to get specific "adult" versions? Why can't we just play with the same ones the kids are, or our own old toys if we still have them? https://www.purewow.com/news/adult-legos
I think after 14 years stable I've deteriorated significantly this last year. Suffered another major life event. So much so that I fit the criteria but so far have avoided hospitalization. It looks traumatic. Im ruining my perfect life. Does anyone have experience with fancy inpatient bipolar treatment centers? Like Bayside Marin? Instead of the local hospital. My pdoc is in his 80's now and...