i just got through texting my wife a bit and one thing i said was that i miss going out to the movies with her, because she mentioned going to see a movie and she said you never liked those movies, and i told her neither did you and then she said her best friend wanted to go see it, so i said i missed going places with her and her response was i bet so being stuck at the house, and i told her yes, but i miss things with you, even if it was a walmart run and she said i need to make friends, i told her, do you really think thats a substitute for you and then she said it would help the loneliness... to which i said not the kind i have, i guess yoou dont get me, goodnight and she replied with...night
so i feel like worthless replacable shit.....if i can say that on here, i feel like a roaches pile of shit.
does anyone have a hard time sleeping alone? I have my dog and she MUST be in bed with me when I fall askeeep. Even if I take a nap I HAVE to have her in bed with me. Even if she is just in the floor chewing her bone I have to bring her into the bed so I can sleep. Tonight I got home from work and after I showered I went into my parents room to get their two 65 pounds dogs cause I feel so...
My girl friend broke up with me and I’m having a really hard time with it I’m fourteen so I know it’s not the end of the world but it really sucks because I’ve been dealing with a lot from ptsd to friendships being ruined because of my sexuality and she helped me through all of that and I don’t have that any more :( any advice