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After years of contemplation, I've finally decided to make a serious attempt to get rid of this miserable wreched thing called my life. I'm so sick of living, I hardly have the words to articulate how I feel. I don't know where my dad keeps his gun and I feel too awkward to ask. My first preference is death by fire arm, quick, painless and in private. There's a train station a few blocks from me, I'll have to settle for being run over by a train. It will more than likely end up on the news but it's a small price to pay for leaving behind my torment.
Trust me.
And I know I don't know what to say to reach your heart but right now here's 20 comments that's 20 people that are telling you not to.
That may not seem like a lot but to us it would sadden us to are core if you do this.
You mention asking God to take your life. I've studied of Him for many years now, and He doesn't take request for death unless you are appointed to death, our years of life are numbered by God. Now, taking your own life is certainly not the answer to life's struggles. Life is a gift, and there is no guarantee that taking your life & going to the other side is going to be any better for you than how you presently live. And from what I've researched about the spirit world, of which I've earnestly prayed & pondered to know of the afterlife or the realm of death after life, you will most likely join with those disobedient spirits who are cast into outer darkness for not following gospel principles, and this sad place is where there is constant weeping & wailing & gnashing of teeth (Matthew 25:30). I'm so sorry that you are experiencing a mental cloud that brings on much stress. However, pass the word around that taking one's life is not the right course of action that's in any person's best interest. Think twice. Though only God can righteously judge any of us. Additionally, If you are watching for the "signs of the times," (Matthew 16:1-4) then it is not very likely that any of us has much time left to live, especially considering the tragic circumstances that prevail in this earthly life. Then also it is not unreasonable to suppose that the Second Coming of Christ is expected real soon. As I say, pay close attention to the fulfillment of Bible prophecy. You need only to study a few scriptures to learn & know of these present-day occurrences & future events: the book of Isaiah is a good start to learning of this latter-day prophecy.
Please be safe in spirit, body & mind.
Remiah