so my wife(separated) and i texted just recently and long story short i told her i found out why for years id have inappropiate chats with women online and pictures and such, shed always ask me why did i do it, and id answer i dont know, the problem i feel is my (ED) or whatever you might call this, id always try to find ways to stimulate things, i always felt less than a man, even with my wife, we tried things to help, but i never link the things as being part of the same problem..... and as i opened up to my wife more than ever, about this, she said im using it as another fucking excuse even though i said it doesnt excuse anything i did, but i now see what my problem is and i need therapy for it.
i feel abandoned by her response
has anyone gone to a hospital like that? I'm paraplegic with no family and being placed with a foster family will be impossable and theres only two group homes that are wheelchair ok but they are full so I'm told I will be placed at a psychiatric hospital for juveniles because they have medical help there and I will need medical help since I have a pej tube and external bilary drain and by then...
in a little bit, with hugs here on the site -i'm going to feel better than i did when i started typing this post.i know i will, because i have before. it has happened so many times before and i love to come here and share some hugs/ask for some hugs and watch the magic happen as people join in and hug one another.anybody feel like some hugging?? :O)