so my wife(separated) and i texted just recently and long story short i told her i found out why for years id have inappropiate chats with women online and pictures and such, shed always ask me why did i do it, and id answer i dont know, the problem i feel is my (ED) or whatever you might call this, id always try to find ways to stimulate things, i always felt less than a man, even with my wife, we tried things to help, but i never link the things as being part of the same problem..... and as i opened up to my wife more than ever, about this, she said im using it as another fucking excuse even though i said it doesnt excuse anything i did, but i now see what my problem is and i need therapy for it.
i feel abandoned by her response
The day my best friend left me was the worst day of my life. I didn't just loose a best friend i also lost my wife. I told her she was beautiful and my love for her was true i declared it in the wedding vowels that i declared to you. It was so hard to see you leave as i begged you not to go but you left me all alone with nothing but a broken soul.
It will be a year on the 27th when my wife of 4 years and partner of 12 years left me after i found out she cheated. Alot of nasty things was said and done by us both. We havnt spoken since march 2017. I tried contacting her in may but she just had me arrested. Now she has a restraining order on me for no reason. Im not a violent man. She got a new partner after 4 months of being seperated. That...