Depression Support Group
Depression is a real and debilitating condition that is often misunderstood by family and friends. Its meaning can range from a prolonged period of sadness to an actual mental illness with specific symptoms. Find and share experiences with others who are going through the same struggles.
Hi ok, I am a very depressed person, ended up to depressed to be with my fience so well I gave up, I ending things. what kind of wife shall I be if well I'm mean and bitchy all the time.
I have very few friends and i live with my parents, its hard my mother has depression too so somtimes makes things worse pluse its hard im not sleeping well because parents wake up early and well wake up my kid. so im up. its just hard. but need to for awhile longer so can get my debt caught up.
I would like to take my life, I would like to take my daughters I dont want any one too have the burdin of her, as well as i know shes gunna be like me so depressed, fat feeling ugly why would i want to leave her go through that with out me.
so that would be the main of it i caint do it because well my parents i gues its a good reason to stay alive but every day I suffer and fake a happy, a go getter attitude but all i feel like doing isd taking a knife to my neck or wrist,
i dont even know what the point of this is anymore or did i ever if i didnt have my kid i prolly wouldnt even get out of bed in the morning.
being at my parents i feel limited caint have people over its hard to go do things latly because of my depression and lack of motivation feeling discusting. caint get laid even if i wanted too. i dont even know how im getting and going to school because i have been so outa it . i dont know what to do any more why couldnt i take somones life /death desiese just so my parents wont be disapointed in me i see the disapointment in my moms eyes about her brother because he commited suicide and she will never forgive him
I have very few friends and i live with my parents, its hard my mother has depression too so somtimes makes things worse pluse its hard im not sleeping well because parents wake up early and well wake up my kid. so im up. its just hard. but need to for awhile longer so can get my debt caught up.
I would like to take my life, I would like to take my daughters I dont want any one too have the burdin of her, as well as i know shes gunna be like me so depressed, fat feeling ugly why would i want to leave her go through that with out me.
so that would be the main of it i caint do it because well my parents i gues its a good reason to stay alive but every day I suffer and fake a happy, a go getter attitude but all i feel like doing isd taking a knife to my neck or wrist,
i dont even know what the point of this is anymore or did i ever if i didnt have my kid i prolly wouldnt even get out of bed in the morning.
being at my parents i feel limited caint have people over its hard to go do things latly because of my depression and lack of motivation feeling discusting. caint get laid even if i wanted too. i dont even know how im getting and going to school because i have been so outa it . i dont know what to do any more why couldnt i take somones life /death desiese just so my parents wont be disapointed in me i see the disapointment in my moms eyes about her brother because he commited suicide and she will never forgive him
I think you seriously need to see a therapist and/or get on medication to begin to cope. If one doesn't work, the other most likely will. For me, medication has brought me back from the brink.
Even if your daughter inherits depression, she can cope with help, and so can you. Please reach out to medical professionals; there is hope!! {{{hugs}}}
i know what it's like not to be able to help feeling like shit and having the people that love you feel dissappointed in you, actually seeing the dissapointment in their faces.
you have been very honest here and i can say your post is one of the most honest that i've seen.