Yesterday at work was an unmitigated shit show. Usually there is someone there from 8-5 and another person there from 1-10, so there is overlap. I worked the 1-10 shift, but there was only someone working from 8-1, as the 8-5 person was on PTO yesterday. So it was just me for 9 hours all alone, doing the work of 5 people. The phones would not stop ringing and we were slammed with others. I was constantly being nagged at and pressured by a pharmacist who does not understand how our system works. I had a STAT that was murder to deal with because the backstory behind it was a huge mess. We ultimately had to eat the cost of the meds. When I stumbled into the back to give it to the graveyard technician to fill, she gave me a bad time, verbally abused me and called me a bitch. That was it. You need to know that, regardless of what I say on here, I am very amicable and contained at work. Not last night. We literally got in a shouting match that ended with me yelling, "YOU FUCKING BITCH!" at her and storming out sobbing. I refuse to do this anymore. I will not be treated like that and I will not let this job fuck with my health, my happines, my sanity and my life any longer. I have no friends because I never have the energy to hang out with anyone on my day(s) off. I feel like throwing up when I walk in the door there. I have to take a prescription med to deal with my anxiety there. That is absolutely absurd. It is absurd that I put myself through this. I call my mom, my best friend, and my therapist on an almost daily basis because I am in tears before work. This can't go on. I will not let it go on. Otherwise, it may just kill me.
Has anyone heard from our dear admin and friend Gregsbaby? I haven't seen her around in a bit and her last couple of journals were a bit troubling... Is anyone in touch with her at all? I'm concerned. GB if you read this, know we all love you here and I just want to know you're safe.
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