Don't beat yourself up about feeling depressed. That is what you sound like, depressed. Can you find a therapist? Has this happened before? Did it pass? It sounds trite, but tomorrow is another day. Chances are you will feel better if not tomorrow, then another day. Please think about finding a therapist for yourself. But don't feel bad about feeling bad. Feeling bad happens to all of this, some more than others, it seems. I hope you find an answer and do not give up, even though you may feel very very low. Sometimes it helps, especially after you just wake up, to act as if you are not quite as low are you are. Take care.

Sorry you are feeling this way. I'm going through something similar right now. I agree with Finda, sounds like depression. Did you find a therapist? I know it's hard. I'm currently looking for a new therapist and it sucks. I'm sorry you don't feel pretty. It's not too useful to compare yourself to others. You are a worthwhile person in your own right. I find a little relief from my depression by taking care of my cat and my two plants. Maybe you could find something to care for to get yourself out of your head for a while even if it's just a tomato plant or something. Maybe you could walk dogs at the animal shelter.

Depression is awful. Sorry your feeling so rough. This might sound simplistic. But when I’m feeling this low. , just putting myself outside in the sun and walking. Looking at nature. And soaking in the suns rays. Lifts my spirits just a bit. Put away the electronics if u can.

Perhaps instead of focusing on the unimportant things in life, like what's on the outside...maybe focusing on what's on the inside. Have you considered volunteering in some way that helps others who are worse off than you? Much of the time when we help people or animals or others who have things worse than we do, it gives us a purpose to our day, our time, our sense of being. That in turn causes Joy, in living, in giving of yourself to make others lives better and in just making a difference.

Try it you might be surprised how different life can be.

Hey there, don't be so hard on yourself. And do not compare yourself to Victoria Secret models. You have to know that beauty comes from within, its in your heart, its in how you care for others. How you can love an animal or flowers, music or art. Its how you can appreciate a nice moment in time. Even just a moment. Its a tough time everyone is going thru right now. I am going through stuff myself. But you know it's good that you wrote how you feel here. I read what you wrote and it touched my heart. Know that you are not alone and people do care. I have written my feelings here and kind people have replied with kind words. Its a start, so don't give up on any of your hopes and dreams. We all have them, so start little by little to improve your thoughts and be positive. Get out and move and meet people, there are millions of people in this world who we all have yet to meet.
Keep writing here because it is a good beginning and it is positive. Take care.
Wishing you happiness...