nothing seems interesting or good anymore, not junk food or netflix, usually things that seem good to me, but actually, nothing feels good about life or interesting, like nothing would make me hapy, life just seems boring and dead, the only thing i could think of right now that would make life actually worth living and fun and happy is being pretty and physically attractive, ive been watching a lot of victoria secret models youtube channels and it looks fun being pretty, but yeah nothing seems exiciting about life, and i dont want to do anything to take care of myself anymore, i dont know if im burntout but i dont want to journal, i dont want to meditate,i dont even care about school i dont want do it and i really dont care abut it in this moment, i dont care about nothing, i dont care about healing either, it seems way too hard to do,and complicated
Hellooi saw my pcp today for facial pain and gum pain almost 11 weeks now post op from oral surgery for front tooth extraction and cyst removal in upper jawi think the appointment went ok though she's always a little rushy and I leave with unanswered questions. she referred me to an ent She also started me on neurontin in case it's neuropathic. I don't know the dosage yet as I haven't...
I need someone to talk to tonight. i'm not well. i'm suffering physically and mentally. i am being tortured and gas lighted by my family. would someone please caht with me a little bit. i need help