Depression Support Group

Depression is a real and debilitating condition that is often misunderstood by family and friends. Its meaning can range from a prolonged period of sadness to an actual mental illness with specific symptoms. Find and share experiences with others who are going through the same struggles.

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My battle with depression

Smiles285
Smiles285

*I am new here* I have been through a lot growing up. I have had to deal with depression all by myself. But on April 15th 2017 something happen to me. Something that has forever changed not only my life, but me.. It has been a little bit over a year. But I am still having to relive that each & everyday. The first time I tried to commit suicide I was 9 years old. I have only just recently turned 16 on April 20th of this year.. I didnt think I would make it to be 16. But I did.. I am not gonna try to kill myself again. But I do have that feeling of just not wanting to be here anymore. I want to stop hurting. I want to stop having to live my life in fear. I feel like I cant open to my family or friends due to current family problems that I have. I have had a lot of bad stuff happen to me, but this one thing in particular is what is driving me over board. My anxiety & depression is so much worst. I feel at a cross roads where I don't know where to go. I could really use someone to talk to. Someone that will listen & be a friend.. 

ThatOne
ThatOne
Hey, I think making new friends when you're in a position where you are depressed and vulnerable is risky. I don't want to discourage it though. Just take things at your own pace. For the sake of self-development, have you considered or are you seeing a therapist?
It's gonna take some time, but it looks like you have already come quite far in your battle with depression. Back then you couldn't see yourself making it until your 16, how are things gonna look in another 7 years if you keep developing in the same direction?
RJW
RJW
Thank you for sharing. Depression is enduring everyday. Thank you for understanding that you being in everyday matters. It is much harder to deal with things alone. Maybe talk to a School Counselor. No shame in getting help. Shame is what keeps us from getting help. You deserve that help too. You can always message me. I would be honored to offer a cyber-ear. Venting things out can help a lot. You are more then worth any time or effort. I hope this made sense and was of any help. Thank you and God Bless.
OLDBIKER
OLDBIKER
I am here if you need a listening friend. I've dealt with much in life too. I will never be judgmental or look down on you. Life is tough at times.
SimpsonsOK
SimpsonsOK
Welcome aboard. DS is a safe place to share with those who do understand because we have been, or are, in the same place that you are. We are here. Healing hugs on your journey to wholeness.
take2
take2
A lot of great support here and many that will take the time to listen and try to help. "OLDBIKER" is one heck of a person I remember from long ago. He has helped many as others have. Healing Hugs my friend.
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