I DONT KNOW WHAT WAS DIFFERENT ABOUT KEVIN BUT I DO UNDERSTAND LOSS.
HANG IN THERE SWEETIE.
GBU
DRENA
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I think it is more like the straw that broke the camels back. You have suffered several losses, so one more became a lot more than just one more.

Give yourself time. It gets better.

Oh Diane, I'm so sorry for everything you've been through. Sending up prayers for relief from your pain.

I agree with pepper, I think it was the last straw. I'm sorry for your loss. Any loss is hard. I completely understand it and it doesn't get easier. But hang in there and give yourself time to grieve.

I agree with Pepper that it seems to be the straw the broke that camels back. Hang in there friend.

What is it that you miss about Kevin, Diane?

Make a list

Then talk with God about each of the things and ask Him to take away the grief and leave only the pleasant memories.

We have to go on. I have suffered some nasty losses lately and can easily fall into self pity. It does not help anything, esp. me.

You are still here. There is a reason.

(((((HUGS)))))

KEEP HANGIN IN THERE.........................
DRENA
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I'm sorry about your friend. I know what you mean, I've had a friend like that pass, I had to have therapy for years. My life has never been the same, but I was able to move in other directions. Life has never been as good as it was with that person in my life, but I have managed to keep going, happy or sad, and I know sometimes you just wish it would not go on. I know this is not the same as a human being, But I am right now greiving for my dog. I had her for 12 years. I just want to go home and get drunk.

I had posted here but ..it dident go through ..........it is not hard to get ..why ...you are feeling the way you are after lousing ..your friend ..........you ....we're very close with this friend so your relationship ...had an intement ...leaval to it ..you trusted him you could talk to him about everything .............what has happened ..is that you have lost so maney that ..were your life line ...that you had intimate ..relationships with ...that you could confide in ...and trust .....that as each ..one was cut from you ...you lost ..somthing ..that was so much a part of you ....important to you ....is he the last ....or ...next to the last ..who you can confide in ..with total confedance ..in ...that you have that personal intement relchunship ...with .....if so that is why you feel the way you do .....it is the loss of a life line ....to maney life lines ....I am sorry for all your losses ....you have become discouraged .....it has..all landed on top of you .....and is pushing you under ....soon .you need to fight your way back up.......and be your owen life line ........and you will always have us ..in here ...your friends .....who can understand you ....understand the pain you go through ....because we go through ...that ...same pain ...on so maney diferant leaves ....I will keep you in my prayers ...take very good care of your self .....God bless