I am so sorry that things have been so hard. If you ever need to talk, please send me a message.

Dear Lonely and Confused. I am not sure why you are afraid to ask for help. Depression is serious. I know because I too become depressed and sad at times. That is when I have to reach out to get out of my own thoughts. I have to tell myself I am not my thoughts or feelings. We are here for support and to let you know you are amongst people that care.

Its good that you have reached out at least there is somebody who can help you. Have u tried meds if you are feeling that low or what about joining a chatroom to talk to people to feel better about yourself. Making friends and setting boundries for yourself helps. Good luck.

By posting here you are taking a good step to reach out for help. Feel free to talk about whatever you want. You are talking to people who care and can relate to feeling depressed.

It's just hard for me to trust people that way I'm scared to ask for help. And thank you guys for caring. I'm here for all of you guys if you need me.

It sounds like you have trust issues and the fear of rejection and abandonment are very prevalent. Read posts, learn about the people here and message those that you feel safe with. I hope this helps. Big Hugs

Are you afraid to be loved or are you afraid of love disappearing should something go wrong?

Message me any time!!! big hugs

Dear BrokenAngel

As we were all formed in the most Purest Love of The Father I wonder why you're so afraid to be loved?

And as I'm sure your family loves you dearly do you fear returning love as much as you do receiving love?

Friend whatever you are going through do not give into the fear of the most secret yet powerful natural human emotion we posses.

And as your fear is to be loved my biggest fear is knowing that in the absence of love is the presence of hate!

While "love" has been misused, mistreated, misunderstood and taken out of context for many generations "LOVE" has also been responsible for Mending Broken Relationships, Uniting Kingdoms, Stopping Wars and Forming Nations!

Kings have even laid down their lives for the sake love as the ultimate sacrifice would spill The Blood of a Lamb!

And while love is given FREELY it cost absolutely nothing in return and it's the Greatest Gift one can give to another.

Won't you look within your heart and find the beauty within and allow yourself to be loved!

Be Blessed...

I can kind of relate. My childhood wasn't the best. My mom unintentionally destroyed my self-esteem. I went through therapy and feel confident now. It will take time but you're worth it.

No risk = no gain. Trust is about risk versus potential gain. You calculate the risk, and then you either take it or you don't.

If you don't take the risk you lose the prize. That's the consequence of your choice.
If you take the risk you may gain the prize, or not. You may lose something else. That's the consequence of your choice.

If you don't like the consequences of your own choices you're going to have to change your choices. You don't get to make decisions and then bewail them.

Take the risk and live, or take no risk and do not live. You make this choice every hour of every day, as does everyone else.