Alrighty then...if this is the stuff that makes you feel the need the to cut....then cut away....

you can'r be serious.....

Don't cut...instead , pick your battles......this isn't one of them.

WHat?

I feel rejected, used, neglected, unwanted, ugly, and fucking empty inside. ... what better fucking reason?

So sex has NOTHING to do with it.....Like you you just did....you 'used' your words.....


You "ugly, rejected, empty inside etc".......Thats all with in you. That doesn't come from your lover. If you feel that way from feeling " rejected"....there are other issues

I ask for help, and this is the response? nevermind then. cutting HAS to be better than you

Sounds to me like y'all need to sit down and calmly discuss your relationship? There must be some other underlying problems.
I don't think that pressuring some one for something (especially sex) is going to make them want to do it. In fact it most likely will push them further away.
I can understand that you feel rejected and all, but there must be something else wrong in the relationsgip.
Think about it hon...look ar how upset you are,,,you are ready to SI over this. I really think you should try to calm down and fihure out how everything came to this point.

and remember that your emotions are probably running high due to the alcohol also.
So, let's try to work through thus to figure out what is going on

I agree with pickanme.
As for asking for help, you didn't ask for anything......You just simply stated how bad you wanted to cut for not getting sex from your boyfriend.....
If this is how bad you feel around him......maybe time to move on....
Not getting sex is just not a good enough reason to cut!.....Get rid of the dude and work on yourself.

i suggest just sleeping, if you cant sleep, just lay there in the dark and fight the pain. but dont cut, or drink anymore, or try and find some escape from this.

since youre already upset, i suggest you wake him up, and discuss this. sounds like theres a problem somewhere on his end, that needs to be solved. since youve gone three days, and its not solving itself, then you need to get involved. do it maturely, and leave out the emotions. ...or at least try to. just talk, and dont accept any run arounds, like idk, or just cause. get an answer.

Well since you're drunk.....I'd say this is NOT the right time to bring this up....... Could it be cause you are drunk, that he's not interested? Either way...this is a topic worth discussing over a sober cup of coffee.

yeah while drinking it is harder to control your emotions hon.

Im.. drunk..
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my bad.

i agree with the others.

ignore my responce.

i was thinking one or two drinks, and not drunk. but if youre really out of it, just try to go to sleep.

I would be mad too hun. Wake his arse up and ask him what his problem is. xo

I started drinking AFTER the problems began.


And thank you heylee. FUcker wants to deny me when I ask, and then jerk off... NO DAMMIT