Just had a long argument with boyfriend. I am lost. Lately it's damned if I do damned if I don't. This argument broke out because for $20 to help get groceries. But last week we got in an argument because I didn't tell him that we were out of groceries. I'm getting bitched at for not doing my part. And let me tell you I sure am. I work 37 hours a week. I take care of two children age three and nine. The 9 year old have ADHD and he is not medicated. School and homework is such a challenge. We have 7 damn petS that I have to tend to and feed. His little 20 dollars in groceries doesn't go far I have to provide quite a bit. I also have to pay for my daughters daycare. I could go into more but the point is I pull my weight and then some. But he will never agree with that. To him I am worthless. After the fight broke out about $20 He wants to go into other things. Saying I should do his laundry. I already tend to all the animals do all the yard work all the cleaning in the house all the cooking. I'm raising these two children. I wish I could just work all the time and not have any other responsibilities. Go hunting on my days off. Ignore the fact that I have children. But I'm a worthless piece of s*** because I work at Hardees and flip burgers. I got my CNA license and didn't use it so he says that's a waste. Once I took the class I realized it was feeding cleaning washing old people I didn't want to do it. So now I'm in the wrong. I thought significant others were supposed to support you. Encourage and love. Not degrade and belittle. Been with hin 10 damn years, but lately I just don't know.