I'm sorry to keep posting but I was told it's healthy to vent so here I go again..
Woke up today just feeling so blah.. so depressed.
How do you all find energy to move on when you feel so stuck?
I really appreciate the support. I wish I had more support outside of daily strength.
My biggest trigger is two faced people. What I mean is often I find myself in situations where, I feel really friendly, and talk to alot of people, I talk about things that make me happy, like my kid and listen to what they want to talk about. then I think, wow, that was nice, but everyone at work here, I mean EVERYONE, seems twofaced. I talk to someone and whomever that person is, after...
I'm in so much pain, emotionally. I can't seem to shake it off.I miss my son. I miss my life before my mental break down...My sons living with his father now...an evil man who won't let me take him for a weekend... I have been getting help for 5 months but no, he still won't let me take our son who is 13.I don't know what to do anymore. I'm so lost without my son... He lived with me for 13...