i dont have a purpose here. nobody likes me, they all leave. my dad died, my mom hates me and idk what to do bc im going thru some shit at school and i really just want my dad by my side but he isnt and i hate this i dont want to go on without him. ive had two therapists give up on me in the past year and im really scared that the one i have now is going to leave and she says she wont but i feel really comfortable with her and i dont want her to leave me. its been almost three weeks since ive seen her and that is the longest ive gone without her and i see her in like three days but ive had so many close calls and idk im just really scared that im not going to make it to our next meeting and i dont know what to do ive had like three anxiety attacks today and im so sick of it what do i do to make it stop??????