Last night I was on FB on a group a friend started for alot of her friends that are pregnant and didnt want to put it on the regular FB page. So I put something on there last night about going to see an OB tomorrow about the MC I had a month a month ago. I was in a good mood and all but she said something about I shouldnt have waited this long to see a doctor and it just hit a nerve. I went off on her and this wasnt the first time that she has said something to me and made me mad or has lied to me. She told me for 2 years that she had a baby and there was not baby. She was telling me that what I was saying didnt make sense and that it wasnt true. I told her what several doctors told me and I know that they have to go to school longer than an MA.
But it hit a nerve and it mad me sad to say what I said to her b/c thats not me. I dont know what to do anymore. I feel like i am going to bust any minute now and its not going to be good for anyone around me. I am trying to find a doctor in my area to get some help before its too late. I just feel so lost and out of place.