Depression Support Group

Depression is a real and debilitating condition that is often misunderstood by family and friends. Its meaning can range from a prolonged period of sadness to an actual mental illness with specific symptoms. Find and share experiences with others who are going through the same struggles.

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Fake_Smiles 09/03/2017

I hate feeling alone. I hate being alone. I hate myself. I just wish I was someone else. Someone prettier, skinnier, and happier. I just wanna die. I'm tired of being alive and living this life. I also can't seem to successfully kill myself. I've tried more than 3 times, but it won't work. Im tired of being alive and having this life. I don't know what to do anymore

ReaDyO 09/05/2017

Fake smiles....fuuuuck that change that name to future smiles. You've only failed to kill yourself because the real you does not want to die. You have much to live for. Go out and find someone to help, do things that make you scared, that makes you feel like you're out of your element. You'll surprise yourself believe me. You're a great human being and you are essential to us all. Don't lose yourself in your own mind, instead lose yourself in others. Help others, volunteer and listen to comedy. I really like listening to Theo Von, he is hilarious and he too goes through depression and anxiety and he talks about it in is podcast "This Past Weekend" also pray, know that the person you are is not you, it hasn't worked out and will not work out so try something new. In order for there to be change you need to make changes. You'll be well. Talk to your parents or a good friend. Someone you trust. I mean shoot, go to a church and talk to a pastor. Don't give up on yourself one day you'll look back and smile at the back that you passed through this. I am confident you will. Sounds cheesy but God is with you and within you at all times and he is reminding you that this is only temporary, like a season. You will feel the warmth again and the flowers of your life bloom. I love you and I mean that with all of me.

TonyConrad 09/05/2017

She's gone I think.

WanderingVet 09/05/2017

"I hate myself"
There is the core of your problem. That is a somewhat deadly state of mind. Zero self esteem is FIXABLE!!!!!

If you want to change that state of mind, read EVERYTHING you can about 'self esteem'. We MUST have sufficient self esteem in order to survive. If you will educate yourself and learn to create it, your ENTIRE life will change. It is up to you, and the Internet is a FREE way to do that.

It will (probably) lead you toward getting professional help but first, educate yourself WELL. This is relatively simple, inexpensive, and is the first step of getting a new life FOR YOURSELF. Go for it, go for it, go for it. I cannot tell you how sincere I am. I have BEEN THERE, and arose from it. I KNOW what you are up against, and it is SO (relatively) easy to change.

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mumof2and1 09/10/2017

I agree with those that advise that you never know what new door may open. I know your struggle is painful. Reach out and get help! There is no one on this planet who's life has no worth, you may be the support to the next suicidal person who needed to hear your story. Reach out to others. It's okay to be needy right now. Lean on others and in time you will know exactly how to give back... your life has meaning or you would not be here. Go to your nearest hospital or your religious leader and tell them you need help! Your family and children would want that for you. No matter what, you are a parent and a child to someone who would be devastated if you follow through.

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