Depression Support Group
Depression is a real and debilitating condition that is often misunderstood by family and friends. Its meaning can range from a prolonged period of sadness to an actual mental illness with specific symptoms. Find and share experiences with others who are going through the same struggles.
i'm so tired of going to sleep at 3 i'm tired that the only reason i fall asleep is because i am exausted. i'm tired of being tarrified to go to sleep. i'm scared of alway's thinking that someone is going to come in and hurt me. i'm tired of crying myself to sleep almost every night. i cant take it anymore. i wont hurt myself because i'm too scared but i wish i wasn't i wish i could just end it all. i'm tired of feeling like i'm worth nothing. i want to be loved and i want to feel safe. i just want to be able to sleep and be able to do my school work. i want to be better. oh god please help me. please if anyone if up please talk to me.
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right now everything seems hopeless and dark, i know..but there is hope and there is light out there..stick with us sweetie and lean on us if you need too..but never never give up
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Kayrl, sweetie, take a deep breath. Do you know how many times I've hung up on a crisis line? Many sweetie. It is ok. You can do things right. You hang in there. I'm right here, you can talk to me or even send me a message. However you would rather do it. Awe hun, don't hate yourself, you are an awesome young lady. Hugs.
kayrl
i hate this because even tho i feel like shit right now you guy's are the only ones who know..i have to get up for school in like 3 hours and i have to go and pretend taht i'm perfectly fine and nothing is wrong with me. i go and be be the perfect happy person i wish i actually was when inside i'm not.
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I know how the hiding is sweetie. I do that all the time. everyone would be so shocked to know I suffer from depression. Hugs to you. I understand.
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is there a counselor at school that you could talk to? or maybe a teacher you feel particularly close to? you would be surprised the people who would be there to help you if they knew you were in so much pain
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Sweetie - stop!! I'm fuckup deluxe! :) Please try to calm yourself - think happy thoughts & get some sleep!! :)
kayrl
i hate talking i'm so scared of what's goign ot come out of my mouth im so scared about what others will think. no, well ya, but i dont' trust her...ya i'm close with one teacher but im' scared she's getting sick of listening to me.....i can't sleep i don't wan tto i'm scared
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You don't have to be little miss happy! It's ok not to be - at work it's pathetic - i just do my work & go home - 1/2 the people there have done me wrong so i just said fuck it & fuck them & just go about my business - i don't really care what other people think anymore - just hopefully i will devise another plan for myself one of these days!!
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i know what it's like to be scared and to think that people will judge you and not be there for you..the first step is so hard, and i wish i could be there to just hug you and let you know it will be alright...but you need to let someone know what's going on with you...you are important and valuable and deserve to get the help you need.
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Kayrl sweetie I'm sure that the teacher you are close to is not tired of hearing you. I'm sure she truly cares. Plz go to her and talk to her. I know you're too scared to sleep, I've been there too. You hang in there. We're here listenin keep talking.
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Ok - i really must go - goodnight to all you guys & i wish you all the best! :) Maybe i will see you back here :)
kayrl
idk what to say to her...idk how to tell her how i'm feeling. i wish i had people like you guys here.
kayrl
good night SEKing thank you
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I know sweetie. I feel the same way, wish I had people who understood me here with me too. Hugs. Jus tell her how you've been feelin and how you've been afraid to sleep and you're not gettin much sleep. Start with that maybe?
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You do - you just don't know who they are yet .. or maybe you do :)
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