Depression Support Group
Depression is a real and debilitating condition that is often misunderstood by family and friends. Its meaning can range from a prolonged period of sadness to an actual mental illness with specific symptoms. Find and share experiences with others who are going through the same struggles.
i'm so tired of going to sleep at 3 i'm tired that the only reason i fall asleep is because i am exausted. i'm tired of being tarrified to go to sleep. i'm scared of alway's thinking that someone is going to come in and hurt me. i'm tired of crying myself to sleep almost every night. i cant take it anymore. i wont hurt myself because i'm too scared but i wish i wasn't i wish i could just end it all. i'm tired of feeling like i'm worth nothing. i want to be loved and i want to feel safe. i just want to be able to sleep and be able to do my school work. i want to be better. oh god please help me. please if anyone if up please talk to me.
deleted_user
I need to get to sleep myself - you gonna be ok?
kayrl
i'm trying i think i'm getting there....idk what came over me....omg that was scary....why am i so fucked up?
deleted_user
Any help line #'s you know?
deleted_user
It's ok!! :) It's normal to be fucked up if your brothers abused you!!! I would move away from them if possible & any other negative people around you!!
moonstar
you're not alone. i can't sleep either. i have so much fear due to being hurt..i know it's awful & hope things get better for you soon!
kayrl
i can't....they arn't suppose to be left alone with me but they are all the time. i can't get away from teh memeories of it. i'm forced to ignore it. ya i have a few hotline numbers but am so scared to call them
Eudaimonia
i am so sorry for you
deleted_user
I want to know more about your situation but have got to get some sleep to face the shitass job i have :) What time is school for you?
kayrl
it'll be ok....8:30 but i have to get up at 6:45 am for swing choir...it's 2:48 am right now
deleted_user
i know it's scary honey, but the first step always is..call someone if you really need to physically talk to someone.it can and will help
deleted_user
Swing choir aye? Nice! You think you'll be able to get some sleep?
Eudaimonia
just try to get some sleep hon, ok?
deleted_user
Kayrl sweetie, I'm so sorry you are havin such a hard time right now. You are worth so much even though you can't see it right now hun. You are worth a lot to us. Plz do reach out and call a crisis line, there are some that are anonymous so they don't receive your number or anything. If you're still online I'm here. If there is anything I can do plz let me know. The not sleepin thing I understand. Hugs sweetheart hope you are gettin some rest now. If not you can come and talk to me if you wanna.
deleted_user
Gdnit Kayrl! Hope you're feeling a little better maybe!! Good to talk with you! Feel free to get in touch with me anytime!! :)
kayrl
i'm scared to sleep. im scared to talk..i tried to call them one time but i didnt say anythign and they hung up. i can't do anything right. ugh i hate myself!
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