i'm so tired of going to sleep at 3 i'm tired that the only reason i fall asleep is because i am exausted. i'm tired of being tarrified to go to sleep. i'm scared of alway's thinking that someone is going to come in and hurt me. i'm tired of crying myself to sleep almost every night. i cant take it anymore. i wont hurt myself because i'm too scared but i wish i wasn't i wish i could just end it all. i'm tired of feeling like i'm worth nothing. i want to be loved and i want to feel safe. i just want to be able to sleep and be able to do my school work. i want to be better. oh god please help me. please if anyone if up please talk to me.
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