Depression Support Group
Depression is a real and debilitating condition that is often misunderstood by family and friends. Its meaning can range from a prolonged period of sadness to an actual mental illness with specific symptoms. Find and share experiences with others who are going through the same struggles.
i'm so tired of going to sleep at 3 i'm tired that the only reason i fall asleep is because i am exausted. i'm tired of being tarrified to go to sleep. i'm scared of alway's thinking that someone is going to come in and hurt me. i'm tired of crying myself to sleep almost every night. i cant take it anymore. i wont hurt myself because i'm too scared but i wish i wasn't i wish i could just end it all. i'm tired of feeling like i'm worth nothing. i want to be loved and i want to feel safe. i just want to be able to sleep and be able to do my school work. i want to be better. oh god please help me. please if anyone if up please talk to me.
deleted_user
hon, you are worth something and your life does matter and so do you. I have a hard time sleeping and many fears myself. Can you see a doc for a sleeping aide?
kayrl
i usually take my tylonal pm and that works i guess but i can't take it late at night because i usually have stuff to do in the morning and it's still kicking in when i have to wake up so it's so hard to get up and go to school. and they only work if i'm tired which i usually am not.
Eudaimonia
honestly, i didnt know what to say. i just wanted you to know you have some support tonight and we are listening.
kayrl
thanks
deleted_user
At this point hon..with the fears you are having, trouble sleeping, etc..it is time to talk to your doc. Tylenol pm does nothing for me and there are sleep aides out there that your doc can prescribe to you that wont carry on into the next day.
Eudaimonia
listen to pixie
kayrl
idk if my mom will allow it....she wont let me get anti depressent pills because she's scared i'll overdose and i guess i don't blame here. idk if she'll let me get sleeping pills because of the same reason.
Eudaimonia
well, what if you had them but your mom kept them for you
kayrl
idk...
deleted_user
Do you think someone coming in & hurting you is actually a possibility tonight - i know anything is possible - but realistically speaking?
kayrl
ugh idk....i don't think so but then again idk...i don't know where either of my brothers are...i don't think they would hurt me...they haven't since it had stoped so why would they do something now but i just feel like my heart is going to just out of my mouth. i feel like i'm going to puke, my heart is beating at a million miles an hour.
kayrl
omg i can't stop crying i'm freaking out!!! every little sound my heart stop and omg i cant take this omg!!
deleted_user
You said you have lots of friends, right? Any up now you can call?
kayrl
no i don't htink anyone is up now. omg i feel like i'm going to scream every 2 seconds or something.....i can't take this i am freaking out oh god
deleted_user
Anyway to calm yourself down??!!
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