Depression Support Group
Depression is a real and debilitating condition that is often misunderstood by family and friends. Its meaning can range from a prolonged period of sadness to an actual mental illness with specific symptoms. Find and share experiences with others who are going through the same struggles.
I've been sick for years and years and it just gets worse and worse.
I wish my life was over, it's so painful being me. I can't forget about the
things that have happened to me and it tortures me to think about things.
I can't stop my brain from reliving painful times over and over. My whole
life is a mass of painful times, I have no good memories to think of. I do
nothing but go to work and come home. Working is hell. I'm trying to get
on disability but don't know if they will approve me. It's so unfair, I know
others who aren't nearly as sick as I am and they are on disability. I hate
life so much. I'm 52 and haven't ever had a single good relationship with
anyone. I have no friends or family. If/when I die the only person to notify
would be my boss at work, they will all be so shocked when they hear I've
taken my life. No one knows how horrible my life is, I keep it all to myself.
I know there is no help for me, I just needed to vent, thanks for listening.
I wish my life was over, it's so painful being me. I can't forget about the
things that have happened to me and it tortures me to think about things.
I can't stop my brain from reliving painful times over and over. My whole
life is a mass of painful times, I have no good memories to think of. I do
nothing but go to work and come home. Working is hell. I'm trying to get
on disability but don't know if they will approve me. It's so unfair, I know
others who aren't nearly as sick as I am and they are on disability. I hate
life so much. I'm 52 and haven't ever had a single good relationship with
anyone. I have no friends or family. If/when I die the only person to notify
would be my boss at work, they will all be so shocked when they hear I've
taken my life. No one knows how horrible my life is, I keep it all to myself.
I know there is no help for me, I just needed to vent, thanks for listening.
My Heart Just Breaks For You.
You Are Such A Wonderful Person And I Am Honored To Know You.
Please Don't Ever Give Up.
Keep Fighting For Your Right To Be Happy.
Because Sweetheart, You Absolutely Deserve To Feel Happiness And Joy In Your Precious Life.
I Am Sending All The Strength And Hope That I Carry In My Heart.
And Love Too (((((((HUGS)))))))) Honey.
Ashley
Maybe you havent been positive enough, in trying to look for friends.
Be optimistic.
I am sorry about your health, do you take your meds regularly?
We all go through bad phases, even terrible phases.
But mostly, we get back up.
Strength and courage to you, dont be negative, there ARE good people around.
HUGS and good wishes for you.
Go into nature! The best "relationship" you can have is with yourself, with God and with with His splendid creation, the natural world. The MATERIAL world, with its money and power system, may suck, but the NATURAL world is really quite beautiful!
things getting better, I want to end my life so badly but don't have the
guts. If things keep going as they are though I may get the guts up.
I have five months worth of Vistaril saved up along with my regular
monthly meds. If I take them all it may (hopefully) kill me. I can't
stand living like this very much longer. It's absolute hell.