Depression Support Group

Depression is a real and debilitating condition that is often misunderstood by family and friends. Its meaning can range from a prolonged period of sadness to an actual mental illness with specific symptoms. Find and share experiences with others who are going through the same struggles.

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I...i don't know anymore

TheFlash32
TheFlash32

It's my first day here and recently thing's have been going bad to worse... I can't go into much detail because the chain of events are so stupidly long that include family, friends, being left behind, being abandoned as a friend and by families and now I'm at the point where I almost destroyed my pc (i accidentally damaged it a little and need to replace the charger port for it...good riddance) I just can't find my way anymore. I don't know where I'm going in life nor do I know where I belong. I don't know life right now is a big mystery and all I can imagine right now is one big stupid question mark. So yeah i don't know...

kdoerr
kdoerr
I'm new on here, but I really relate to what you said and are going through. I also recently turned here because I have felt so down and lost. It's hard for me to focus on anything, even things I enjoy doing, right now. And I also have a constant replay sometimes of past events in my head where I can't believe I did that or said that and I just constantly feel stupid and ashamed. I hope all gets better for you. I know myself, I'm not always depressed, but when I get like this I spiral for days. And tis the season of S.A.D., I do feel like it's a part of it. It's been raining here for a week.
Community LeaderWanderingVet
WanderingVet
No therapist, no counselor, middle of nowhere, no medication, can't explain the chain of events. How are we to help you?

Seems to me the first thing you need to do is get somewhere where there are resources for you.

May I ask your age?
TheFlash32
TheFlash32
"No therapist, no counselor, middle of nowhere, no medication, can't explain the chain of events. How are we to help you? "

I wouldn't take medication even if i had them, and sorry for being in the middle of nowhere

"May I ask your age?"
16
TheFlash32
TheFlash32
So if nobody here can help me then a better question is why the hell am I even here?

Counselor/therapist? Been there done that and the best thing i found is teletherapy

Explain the long chain of events? uhh too stupidly long as I explained

and finally pills? uhh...yeah no thanks to the big drug that has been countlessly linked to violence and shootings.

Yeah my options are pretty limited sorry