Throwing you a rope and lots of hugs and love, ...I understand, I've been there and back a few times lately myself....(will PM you)

You know the bus is still picking up passengers and Pepper called for a special surprise for you, so look out your window; you'll see something REALLY special.....


OOX

Hon I'm right there with you - in a deep, black hole and nothing seems good. It feels like I will never be happy again and I don't know how I got here.

Maybe we can climb out of that hole together. It helps to have a friend to help get a footing on the sides of the hole to pull out. There is light at the top - we just need to keep climbing.

I'm sure with you and here for you if you need to talk. I hope you feel better soon.

LJ

big hugs and you are in my thoughts!!! Don't feel guilty because you feel bad, you have every right to be depressed and feel bad and sad and lost. I am not saying that I want you to feel this way just that you have the right to the way you feel. Don't look on your own grief and struggles as being not worth feeling bad about having to go through them. Instead look for inspiration from others and try to be an inspiration yourself. In my book you are inspirational even if you don't think so just because you get up each day and you make an effort to keep living and to keep going on!

I'm with LJ, we have all needed the help out of the hole, and may have felt guilty for asking.
I'm reminded of an old show with to people in the bottom of and old well. The only way out was to be back to back pushing against opposite walls and one foot after another, together climbing up and out. As you can see it,s not something you can do alone, and even when you get to the top, and feel accomplished with this, the positioning is such that often we still need another to help us complete the escape. Don't feel guilty for needing to heal.

I am sending prayers that God will pull you out of your black hole. The pain and despair found inside it is excrutiating and I am sending you tons of hugs and my support.
Hang in there...and when you can't hang on, let go and lean on us for a while. We will hold you up.
You have helped so many of us here and I want you to know that I am here for you.
Hold on, hon. Hold on.
Gentle hugggss to you.

I've been with this group a relatively short time but long enough to know that you have been a pillar of strength for the group. My prayers are with you and your brother.

*white light* all around you, through you ............

*green healing light in your soul*

Heal my friend ......... don't fight so much, let go and come back to the surface. You'll come out of this one too. You have to.

*throws a rope* oh shit, I dropped it! Hahahaahah! Come on, are you laughing? Even a Little?? You Know that was funny!

*with you*

lmfao... Bistro.. trust you to get me to have a faint lol...

I am having one of the hardest times of my life right now trying to stand on my own two feet and I cant figure out why... Im a basket case at work... I feel like Im going to have a break down.. Im fighting fighting fighting...

Thank you to all of you... I do know that you know where I am coming from... I am wishing you all well also... We will fight this shit damnit....

FUK U DEPRESSION!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Git yerself into a tanning bed! (I'll be there with a spy cam).

lmfao.... good luck with that one Bistro...

(((((((((((((LOVE)))))))))

We are all here, forming a daisy chain to help you out of that hole...

(((((((((( Prayers ))))))))

Come on Beastie...I know you can do it. Cuz I am under you in the hole. (Don't shit please)...Bistro is throwing us a rope...(don't drop it please) and then we are going to the tanning bed....and no spying Bistro....I have ummm....things to do in there.

Hey Sweetheart,

I hope you know how much we all love you.
There Is NOTHING selfish about asking for help.
We all need help sometimes.

You are one of the kindest, sweetest people I have ever "met".
Meeting you as greatly improved my life.

With all the people here that love you, it won't be very hard to pull you out of the hole no matter how deep it is.

On Three Everybody..............Ready???????
One-Two-Three....................PULL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Love You Dear Sweet Lady

All your many friends here have so much love for you.......feel better. Hugs x

After being away from DS for so many months, I wasn't expecting to read this kind of post from you. You were the one always throwing out the lifeline to others. You were one of the most unselfish people I have ever met on here. I guess I expected to see the same. So I"m sorry to hear you are feeling the way you are. But I am also glad that you are still here because you have alot of people who want to help you the way you helped them. So let them! And don't feel guilty about it. Depression is a shitty condition that many people have and is very difficult to overcome. I still have my moments, like today. And the fact I"m introverted and don't share much with others doesn't give me alot of options. Except I just keep on fighting just like you because really, what other options do we have? Giving up just isnt' in my blood.