So sorry this happened to you. You are suffering the aftershock of being raped, which is a terrible crime. Whether your mother believes you or not, you may want to report this to the police so that the perp doesn't rape anyone else. You also might want to check out talk therapy, and rape survival groups in your area. I'll pray for you.

Do not let this crime against you, define who you are. My wife was raped by her boyfriend when she was a teenager. This caused her much trauma but, she overcame it. There is always a feeling why, the trauma of the violation itself and the emotional distress that follows it. What happened was not of your choice. You were a victim of someone else's twisted action. What happened does not define who your are inside. Guilt is on the perpetrator not on you. I would contact the authorities and let them handle this situation.

I reported my dad and brother when one of them abused me as a child and the other raped me as a child. Of course that was recently. You're dealing with after shock and it's one of the most terrifying things. I can say report it to the police, he'll get reported and questioned. If there's no evidence besides you word they might justgive him a warning. However I'd look into a therapist or a group session.
Much love
-Cry

Also if you want to talk I'm here

I agree with the others ... rape is TRAUMATIC and a SERIOUS crime. I don't know your age, so advice is difficult. The TRAUMA can last you entire life and even become worse over time. Rape counseling is VERY important and I urge you to seek it. As mentioned, a police report is appropriate (technically REQUIRED). I believe there is a rape victim category on DS where you can find more advice and if I can find it, I will direct you to it. Of course there are tons of rape victim resources on the Internet.

I hope you take this seriously. Rape victims CAN suffer ... TERRIBLY.:

Thank you all so much for your support in this hard time. I could report it, but they won't have evidence. There's nothing. They don't believe an 18 year old girl.

I am not an expert on the subject, ... but rape is a CRIME ... 'evidence' or not. Crimes are reported to law enforcement. It is up to the PROSECUTOR to pursue the issue after the report is made (at least in the US). It is entirely YOUR business ... not mine ... but I guarantee if any female (or male in fact) informed me that they were raped, I would notify the police .... even if I was not the victim. That is just my perspective.

Whether you file a police report or not, .. I still STRONGLY advise you to seek counseling. Resources for that abound. At least call a rape crisis line ... and get answers ... should you report it based on details, .. where to find the counseling you need, .. etc etc. They can give much better advice than I ever could.

I'm sorry guys, I'm not convinced. This kid is innocent until proven guilty.

Too much room for confusion.

OP: if you want me to believe it was rape, tell me more about how it happened. Tell the story of the event. Right now I see a teenager who shagged her ex, hoping he would get back with her, and then he didn't.

"Not scream loud enough"?no. No. That's not why your mum doesn't believe you. She doesn't believe you probably because she knows the boy, and she knows you.

Incest when we're kids makes us cheap dates. It makes us have sex with guys when we sure, sure we don't want to. But we don't tell them that.

we have to take responsibility for our failure to inform. We can't let these guys have sex with us and then say afterwards they weren't allowed. We have to not let them do it to start with.

it's really hard coming at life from being an incest victim. But try hard not to let that ruin someone else's life as well as your own. Stop the poison. Stop the rot.

You can't sleep because you feel guilty. Don't build this story up. Break it down.

Break it down, smash it. Break your life down to the bare, uncomfortable truth. Find yourself.

And definitely get counselling. Bloody oath we need that.

Well you don't know my story. I came here for support, not for those who don't believe me. Rape is a real thing... shocker, right?? I didn't want to tell the exact story because it is triggering for me. I don't want to trigger me or others. When I say I didn't want sex, I was actually getting up to leave when he forced me. This is why I'm a face for sexual assault. Because I'm a teenage girl. He was the worst thing that happened in my life, so to say that I shagged him seems like a pretty large branch to go out on.

OP - we realize there is not proof or "evidence" as you say. But the report alone, will stand as you stepping up to tell the truth. If he does this to someone else, there is now a pattern established. I know it is hard. But yes - there are people out there who believe 18 year old girls and treat you with respect and honor. I am so sorry for your trauma. Please take care of yourself and be safe.