I dunno...I had a fizzled meetup today where the only other person to come did a no show.....so I did not spend money that I could not afford to eat there....I left and to my Mom's to try faxing a document to Medicaid but unfortunately something happened to my printer fax machines ability to pull documents thru the scanner that allows it to fax....so I could not fax what I needed....so after that I helped a friend with her ice maker with a little knowledge of how mine worked....but hers said do not manually turn the wheel that my repair man turned on mine...LOL I turned it anyway....she said she heard water later but I am not sure if hers needs the service guy to come too....as for mine I think I need the service guy again but that is another $99....and I do not have it...so I am just going to keep trying to get it working...not sure why water is not getting into the ice maker when it is up to where the connection is at the ice maker with water for sure....
after I got home I did a little searching online for DS stuff to comment on....then after I ate some nuked BBQed chicken...watched the end of my movie Batman vs Superman The Dawn of Justice....then I took the dvd back to redbox....now just watching forensic files....

I am glad that you took the time to watch a movie. I don't get to watch movies to often. What a great treat. I have seen forensic files on TV as I was looking for something to watch but haven't stopped to watch it, is it a show that you enjoy?

I normally watch shows from my childhood like the Walton's, Little House on the Prairie and sometimes cooking shows. I hope you enjoy your show.

Actually it did. While laying in bed, a light bulb lit up and helped me to realize what triggers my depressive episodes. It was a wonderful find! Hugs to all.

Thank you so much for asking <3 I had a pretty good day today. Yesterday I had a completely unexpected and welcome burst of energy, and my husband found a beautiful roll top desk for free and brought it home to me. I have been wanting a space to work at my art and writing (my neglected passions) and I was so happy he found that! So we rearranged and deep cleaned our room to make a space for it, so I got to enjoy a new cleaner space today. <3 There were some ups and downs, but I got some alone time with my husband, my little ones were delightful for much of the day, and my older children were helpful and fun for the most part. Yesterday and today were the first really good days in so long. <3 Tonight I am trying my hardest to focus on the positives and not let the fear of what comes next creep in.

gramybear, I am so glad that you found a trigger to your depression. I hope that you are able to find peace in your life and are able to day by day have more joy in your life.

toomuch, It sounds like you had a blessed day. How wonderful for you to not only to get a desk, but a chance to do something you enjoy. Plus the added bonus of joy and peace in your life for a day. The true blessing is just a peaceful day with your family. I will be praying that you have many, many more days like that. Yeah as you said there was some ups and downs, but sometimes you just have to find the joy in the peace that comes from just being with your family. I will pray that you are able to find much joy from your hobbies.

Sounds like you are doing a good job being faithful on the walking. I am struggling to get a good routine down this semester, but I will get there. :)

Hey AnxietyFreak20, If I didn't set goals or really plan out my day I would not be able to do most things. I worry a lot about things and sometimes if I let the worry get to me I may just not get things done. So I set my goals that really is a list of things that I need to do for the day. I don't always get things done, but I work on my list each day.

I hope that you will be able to work out a routine, that can make life easier for you learning. I will pray that you can find a way to have things run smoothly.

I realized yesterday just how many wonderful friends I have who wished me good wishes for my birthday. It meant the world to me and almost all of them were far from me. I am learning to appreciate the little things in life and realize that we accept the love we think we deserve. Thank you for sharing this post. Hugs.

good for your

Last night I was able to see my aunt who I never really got to know while growing up. She's an amazing lady.