U can do it. Have u tried listenibg to Joel Osteen. He is ao encouraging. I havent been doing it but i must meditate on scriptures.

Hey buddy,
Therapy and medication might help, but that alone won't do it. I struggle with depression, have suicidal thoughts quite often -today being one of those day- and I'm working through all that as well. I'm still in it so I understand your frustration. It's an on-going battle, but I'm here if you ever want to talk about anything. No judgement just an ear (or eye in this case) to listen... Feel free to message me.
Stay Strong xx

What is your support system like? Family? Friends? That's important. I try to look for the beauty in everyday things, find things that make me laugh...getting enough sleep and exercise is important. Making friends here who understand what you are going through is a great way to find support.

I feel the same so many pple that have not felt this way ( still want to die) say smile if we can make them understand it's like a physical pain we feel ( me at least) . Then we would have the support we need.

I have bi-polar depression and when I'm having a severe depressive episode, I have suicidal ideations daily and I know that my doctor or my meds are not always going to help me through it. What does help is having friends that will be there for us and even though it's sometimes when we don't want to talk, that is when we need to. Message me anytime you want to talk, okay? Big Hugs

@LittleSadie nobody cares about me or what happens to me. i'm purposefully distancing myself from what little friends i have so that they are less affected by my eventual death. i just wanna be able to die without anyone caring so i dont have any guilt.

Please take this the best way: I am new here and looking for support for a family member and how I can help others. Sodastrawberry: I count five people who just responded to your plea. (I'm six.) That's six who care. I totally understand that we can't be there physically for you and that we don't know you or your troubles. "little (or few) friends." That's two or three more. May I ask the nature of your depression? As in: circumstances or general anxiety or chemical depression (no specific source). I am not a therapist. I won't even make rash promises about making frequent trips back. There are six of us here now. And that's six you didn't have before you posted.

If you want to kill yourself without anybody caring go talk to your parents and brothers and sisters and let them make peace with you killing yourself. Tell them why you are killing yourself.

Give them closure.

I empathize with all your concerns. It is devastating to believe that with all the therapy, meds, support groups, etc. we still are not better, and maybe even worse. To add to the misery is that we know people who haven't experienced this pain have no idea what we are going through. The other day, driving home with my husband from a little barbecue at my daughter's, suddenly I felt GOOD. Yes, it was definitely GOOD. I couldn't believe that most people actually feel that way most of the time. It was mind-blowing-and short lived, of course. But, I am very aware, maybe even from these message boards and the news, that there are human beings all over the world that live forever with devastating illnesses and in horrifying environmental situations. Evidently, this is life. I have decided one needs to RADICALLY ACCEPT one's condition, in order to make it through every day.