oh honey please dont hurt youself anymore.whats going on that you had to do it.i know its a release.i know how hard it is to stop.i am here for you.marie

LET US BE YOUR FRIENDS.

Thank you marie. I did this because the last of the friends I thought I could count on.. abandoned me, and stabbed me in the back.

There is another post on here by Becca92 she is going through the same thing. I wish you two could message each other. Please look her up under search and see if you can find her. I am so Sorry that you hurt... I wish I could make it all better. Please is there anyone you can call to come over?

Look, the scars suck. I used to cut, and the scars are all people see if they're exposed. Plus, I've had friends who've gotten infected.

you can count on me whats up.you have friends here.

Hey, if you ever want to talk, message me. I promise I'll listen to whatever you want to say.

Thanks xSnortingxAshesx - I am really worried about this pretty lady.

im sorry Jenn. But I hate to be the one to tell you as we get older we find that this happens to all of us. Try getting a tattoo instead of carving yourself. Im fearful of infection.

thats intense i cant carve designs into myself just lines

well i wasnt planning on carving out a full on design, i just did.... i look at it now, and think its so beautiful. And really, it is.

I wish I knew what to say. I know it relieves your pain, but you're hurting yourself more by doing that. Btw, is cutting an OCD issue? Are there meds that help with that specific problem?

I still vote tattoos, they hurt, and if you have it done by a good place its sanitary less risk of infection. I have one on my lower back and it hurt. But I was a big girl and didnt cry like my step mother in law.

jen don't be carving on yourself. don't make me come over there.

I don't understand this cutting thing, so your friend hurt you so you want to hurt you, too?

The photos of your design remind me of homemade tatoos... why not draw your designs out on paper and take them to a tatoo artist. Find someone just learning how to tatoo and let them practice on you, that's how my kid got most of her tats. Or maybe take up tatooing yourself?