I really wish I could help you. I'm doing very badly myself. Just started new meds and also a brain stimulator. I don't know what to do anymore. We try and try and try to get past the feelings, but they won't leave. I know this post won't help you, except to remind you that you are not alone feeling this way.

please try to be calm, I know sometimes it's very hard to send bad thoughts away and focus on better things, but try it... give yourself the chance of be upset and cry if necessary but then look for the bright side of the day, there might be something that can make you feel like it's worth living, family, friends, or things that you like to do... I don't know the situation you're going through but you're not alone with the struggle, I really hope you can get better and get some effective help!

you have friends who care here and also I bet in real life....do not hurt yourself....hugs talk to your Pdoc about this issues....get the help you deserve....

Sorry you're so depressed. What is going on that you're so upset? I have been there and I am glad to listen to whatever you have to say.

I know the feeling, hopefully it will pass soon. if not, hang in there, take one day at a time, or one hour, if that is to much one minute at a time.

I have chronic pancreatitis. My doctor has done so many celiac plexus blocks already. I had one yesterday and during it my doctor was talking about sending me to St Louis for surgery. He also said I will eventually need a feeding tube or IV nutrition. I was diagnosed in May 2016. The blocks only last about 6 weeks and my doctor gave me Vicodin but it does nothing for the pain at all.

So sorry for your suffering and your medical condition. Chronic pain is terrible. Hoping that you will get the Best possible medical care and find relief from the pain.

Thanks

I am in the same boat. I am in pain from several medical conditions. I want to be done, too.

Hugs. I know that feeling well. I think everyone around here does. We're here for you.