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Fucking life stinks

meandthebeast
meandthebeast
Sometimes... It just seems real pathetic to me that some days I just cant handle anything... I hate this fucking depression.

I came into work this morning and found our beloved blackmorre fish upside down and floating dead... I was expecting it for days but why today when I am having so much anxiety? I am liteally crying over a dead damn fish.... whats up with that?

Fuck this depression....
deleted_user
deleted_user
I agree with Summer...It's not "just a fish." :( And, obviously I'm not experiencing what you're describing, but if it isn't just anxiety and you're truly mourning the loss of a pet (even if it was at work), that sounds like normal grief.

But I understand, too, if you just feel like your emotions are out-of-control :( I hate that, too...Sometimes I get up in the morning and see how many dishes I need to clean/how dirty they are and start to cry. No lie.

*HUGS,* Beast. Hang in there. Everybody's pulling for you.
ElenaNJ
ElenaNJ
you're just a sensitive soul that's all. go out and have some fun over the weekend if you can.

ok, this will cheer u up...i got my daugher all dressed for camp and wouldn't you know that camp didn't start that morning!
Friend19
Friend19
The fish had a soul like the rest of us and who's to say it's didn't deserve a few tears...:(

I'm sorry you are not feeling well. My day sucked ass as well. Why do we say things like that?...I don't really want to suck ass. Or maybe that's why it's used to explain something bad?

I'll shut up now...
BIG HUGS
china70
china70
Depression and anxiety does Suck! Sorry bout the fishy. :(
deleted_user
deleted_user
I too have mourned the death of a fish and wonder "why the heck am I going to pieces about this, it was just a fish." Perhaps we forget that even what would seem the most insignificant things can effect us.
deleted_user
deleted_user
it was a trigger
mystie
mystie
You are so right depression does suck!! I wish we could all feel better and they'd find a magical pill that wills it away.
BIG HUGS!!
ZAZAS
ZAZAS
Things are harder when you are depressed. I killed a whole tank of fish when I was little. Dumb ass me thought that they would like hot water instead of cold. (or warm water).
deleted_user
deleted_user
Awww sh!@, f#$?, DAMN IT ALL TO HELL. I WANT THIS BULLY KNOWN AS DEPRESSION TO BE PUT ON NOTICE. LEAVE MY FRIENDS THE F@!$ ALONE I'M GUNNING FOR YOU !!! YOU MISERABLE GOOD FOR NOTHING. Beasty picture me in a battle royal with this cowardly snot.Depression always hits and kicks us when we're down. I so sorry about your pet. There is absolutely nothing wrong with being tenderhearted.You are not pathetic. ((( Gentle Healing Hugs To You )))
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