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fuck it im done

FeelingLikeShit
FeelingLikeShit

im so sick of fighting. ive been fighting for so long and im so tired. i broke last night and cut and now all i want to do is cut deeper. im so sick of this. i just want to end. im done with everything. people are so fucking stupid. i just want to fall asleep and never wake up again. and if i tell my mom about this she will tell me that i need to stop trying to get attention. my dad used to be the one who i went to for this stuff but he died like two years ago and idk what to do anymore because i just want to sleep no matter what the cost is

Sly
Sly
I know how you feel, people don't "Get It" unless they have depression themselves. I stopped talking about it, except here on DS. I can talk to you if you like, I'm 48 male. I have 10 years experience!
Restful
Restful
Is there any way you can talk to a counselor? It has got to be very difficult dealing with your dad being gone, and everything else. Maybe you can have a serious talk with your mom and let her know you’re very depressed and need help.
shweebeez
shweebeez
I know the feeling hun. I used to cut and I haven't wanted to so much in my life. Except I want to end it. But I only want to end life because I'm not living. I'm just surviving. I have nobody. I just have my dog.
Summer.Life
Summer.Life
I started cutting again. 2 days ago.
InWonder
InWonder
I'm so sorry you're experiencing such deep pain, and I'm sorry you lost your dad two years ago. It's more than just the rug being pulled out from under you...it's a paralyzing blow to your entire system. Hoping healing for this loss comes soon. Are you in a position where you can seek possible professional help outside of your family? It sounds like your mom doesn't understand (as opposed to believing she's coming from a malicious place), and maybe it's likely she's battling some things privately as well. What are your thoughts about reaching out and sharing with a trusted source? Keep hanging in there...so sorry you're hurting :(
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