I'm sorry things are so hard for you! I know I felt like I wished I would die for a long time, but things have really changed for me. I really hope that that is your experience as well!

I'm sorry you're feeling so down. I wish I had the words to comfort you. I will keep you in my thoughts.

-Mike

I think about it everyday too...Like you,I pray to be taken peacefully,in my sleep,but we just have to take things one day at a time.BTW,youre not a heretic,youre human.

I Am so sorry that you are in so much pain.

Suicide Is NEVER the answer.

Please, Stay with Us. We all love you very much.

WE Do NOT Want To Lose You

I spent many many years so depressed that I would beg God to just let me die. And I felt that God hated me and that was why He was keeping me alive. I'm just telling you this because I want you to know that although I DO understand wanting it to end, please know that it doens't have to end that way and that you can have a good life. Right now I still have a LOT of problems including having a severely depressed 14 year old son who thinks about killing himself, no job, a car that won't start and constant financial problems. And yet I can say that I'm glad I'm still here and that I didnt' end it. I'm sorry you're in so much pain, sweetie, but please reach out to us and talk to us about what's going on. If you open up a little and give us a chance to shed some light into those dark places you can get to a place where you want to live again. But if you don't give us a chance to help you we will never know what was tormenting you so badly. I'm here for you and will be here any time you want to talk. I know how hard it can be to open up and trust that you will be heard and understood, but that's when the healing starts to happen. Please give us a chance to help. We dont' want to lose you!

Sorry you feel this way, many good thoughts and vibes that you feel better soon. x

I am sorry you are feeling so down. I know how it feels when everything goes wrong...and I have learned never to say, "it couldn't get worse" cause it does. Big hugs to you, take them on problem at a time. Talk about it on here or to others about what is wrong, the whole story, not the short version you are giving us. Stay strong!

thanks to everyone for their support, I know I wasn't specific in my post, it would literally fill pages to tell all that is wrong with my life. Every facet of my life is miserable.

I have no social life, no sex life, no friends, all I do is go to work and come home, and try to force myself to go to the grocery store for food. I've been living on cereal and sandwiches for 2 years. Literally. I haven't had a simple meal in 2 years.

I have Bipolar Disorder, Social Anxiety and PTSD. I've been taking meds for 2 years and all that has done for me is keep my moods absolutely flat. The pills don't bring me any joy in life. I really do want to die, I just have to reach that point, where I can do what my friends did last month and end my life. Each day is torture for me, putting me out of my misery would be a kindness.

I wish I had the actions or words to comfort you. Very very sorry it's this bad for you :(.

But I do really hope it will get better, and very soon. And it CAN.

Actually for me, thinking that it could get better was a baby step toward making it better. Either way, know that you're not alone here. Wishes of peace

Sorry for your pain. My hope is that you find your way through it. Hugs...

Sorry for your pain. My hope is that you find your way through it. Hugs...