I have been going through alot in the last month. My boyfriend was in teh ICU for a week, then I was rushed to the er when my body went numb and I couldnt talk. I was told there that I was having a misscarriage, my second one in a year. I went back to the er four days later and there was no change, still going through a misscarriage and my levels had dropped. I broke down when I was told that I was losing my baby and that there was nothing that I could do. It took my insurance place almost a month to get me insurance started so that I can go see a doctor about what is going on and find out what is really going on with my body. I just want some answers about everything.
I have been feelign depressed again and I dont know what to do anymore. I just want to sit around and do nothing but I know that I cant do that bc I have two boys that I have to be there for and I am trying my best. Its worse at night when they go to bed and I am just sitting there on the couch watching TV or a movie. My boyfriend and I dont talk that much anymore and we dont do anything anymore. I feel lost, alone and sad all the time. I just dont know what to do anymore about anything. With the holidays coming up I know its going to be worse for me as it was last year. I am trying to stay busy and put more time into my school work and studying more to get my grades back up again so that i will pass my classes but its still hard for me i dont knwo how much more of this I can take.
Help!